Ive had a really busy insane (in a good way) couple of weeks. And haave learnt lots !!!!

Work is going really well, and shock horror Im even enjoying it

My mood swings have calmed down considerably, still have my hyper moments and really strong urges to be daft, but generally Im managing to control them myself - bar one or two slip ups, this is me though, right?

I go down south to visit various family members of a weekend, and that has been eye opening. Found out so much that I didnt know about and it isnt exactly a smooth ride where that is concerned - but it is one of those things that I just have to do. So its a case of put up and shut up, on many disscusions.

Went to see my parents graves, that was brain numbing, especially as I felt I could have been standing at a complete strangers graveside and felt more warmth and compassion. I felt nothing not a damn thing not even anger - needless to say I wont be going back there again.

Life isnt easy - but it is managable, and Im getting on ewith it the best I can. Some nights I shed a few tears, but then some nights I could be just like anyone else is this world and do stuff that others my age do

This was meant to be a quick up date - guess it is kinda long - ooops

Hope your all ok, oh and Hi