here's a little table of friends to hold yer drink, SueSue

I hope today is better lil sis

awww, cute

today has been confusing - i had to sign papers - and I dont know wtf they were for :confused:

bl**** jf

wanna idk - thats just it sue - shit i just dont know what the frigg im suppose to be doing! How strange.

guess it must be bed time, atleast its quiet outside now

You signed papers and they didn't explain what they were about? Did someone try to explain??

I hope you are able to rest peacefully.

How are things now, SueSue?

Would your therapist know what the papers were for?

dunno - refuse to see therapist this week. dont want to see or speak to anyone. reckon they are all in this madness together. it must be soooooooooooooooo very funny for 'em all. i aint laughing though - not anymore or ever again.

guess im sulking big time, a real honest to goodness sulk - one that any 2 yr old would be proud of

hope everyones day is kind to you

catch you all someother. take care

"Never ever?"

"Well, hardly ever."

My mother was a huuuuge Gilbert & Sullivan fan ...

I find it hard to believe that everyone is in a conspiracy to laugh at you, sweety. I know I'm not.

Take care.

Ha

But your my big bro - you only ever laugh with me - not at me. There's a difference - a huge one.

Maybe I'm just over sensitive and over emotional but it really does feel like the are just taking the blatant mickey. And I don't know how to change that, or if I should even try too. Admitting defeat is the only option - certainly easier.

How are you mark?

I'm getting by, Sue. Little more work to do, so that's not bad, though the organization could still use some improvements.

And you're right: I wouldn't laugh at you. Is it possible that they're not, either?

But yeah, often it feels easier to take ourselves out of the game rather than try, and fail. Whether it really is easier or not (you never succeed that way, either) is another question.

Oh Sue, I hope things get better soon :o

another day, much the same as the one before it and no doubt much the same as the one thats gonna preceed it. SSDD. Makes me wonder why exactly new ones keep right on a rolling in - coz there aint nothing different i can do to change the way things are. And thats just so demoralising its almost unreal - yet unfortunately it is my reality!

dunno why i bother blogging stuff anymore - its the same ol' same ol'. thank goodness i dont have ta read it - it'd bore the pants off me

still hey hum hoddle hum and all that jazz - what goes around comes around - and in my case that'll be another tomorrow - how wonderful

take care y'all

Sue, I hope you will keep trying. I hope you will try to believe that change can happen. I'm sorry you are feeling so discouraged.

Rainfall can be beautiful. It falls from the clouds and can make us dripping wet, but it nourishes the land too. Take care, Sue.

How are things today, Sue???

I so hope you have found some safety somewhere

((((( hugs )))))

Sis!!!!!! can we help???