hey there pretty! thanks big sis

had therapy today, seems i cant keep refusing it - frigging Murphy and Sod at their usual tactics

though i guess it was benificial today - huh, its gotta be right?

idk, time'll tell i guess, but till then im one pissed off sulking sue, complete with temper tantrums, i should wear a sign round me neck saying 'Keep The Hell Away!!!' - yeah if only they'd let me have string

Ok, guess thats enough talking to myself for a little while. nothing new really to write home about anyways, SSDD at its best.

Hope everyone is ok.

The title said it all!

That is what I am going to do on the day you get out of the hospital!

Man.....I really need to loose some weight!

You, Beth, Finding, Mark, Me, and it goes on and on and on!

Sue, really? Look at you all toned up! And how the rest of us are supposed to feel about ourselves???? Cannot believe how selfish you can be sometimes!

This one is the last one, I promise!

I'm glad therapy was helpful, sis

... it hurts so much to see you hurting

{{{{Sue}}}} {{{{Finding}}}}

How's it going today, Sue?

Not sure I'm managing I guess

Ya wanna know what's weird ? The amount of shit ya can buy in here - I even got asked if I wanted to buy frigging coke today - gotta admit I was tempted - suppose its only a matter of time. But for now I'm trying REALLY trying not too - its bad enough doing pills on top of what the docs have me on.

I remember a time drugs scared thee shite outta me - it weren't that long ago, yet now I do 'em Every friggin day (a lot of us in here do -and yeah big bro I know that doesn't make it right - just so very sad) and worse of it is I want to do it, just coz it makes my reality here and in my mind not matter or hurt so much.

I'm alive, I'm breathing. I'm fine. I wonder why. Don't want this yet strAngely at some point I must of :confused:

Hey SSDD ( can't remember what film that was from but its my fav letters )

How are you?

Sue, this setting has you feeling very powerless, doesn't it?

I would think that would be super triggery

[[super Sue is Dreaming of Daisies?]]

what is frigging coke?

I think it is cocaine. Right, Sue?

Thanks big sis, for reminding me of Daisies

take care, hope you all have a good weekend

SueSue! Thank you for checking in :( --- you don't have to erase yer stuff

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( hugs to you )))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hi sue, I like when you check in too, I miss talking to you. hope monday goes well for you.

Yeah I did have ta delete what I wrote - its depressing

Thanks for the pretty flower pictures:o

And star these are yours hun - they found their way onto my blog, but yep they are yours!

Hope you're okay, Sue. Thinking of you.

another day G O N E - YaY!

im ok

everything is ok

im me

what else could a girl ever want

hmmm, think im happy :cool: