That sounds positive ! You're not a bad person, I'm sure. So you don't deserve to feel like one! I know how hard it is to overcome a feeling of guilt, mainy when there's no "real" reason for it, because it's caused not by something bad you would have done, but by the behaviour of others towards you...

New people, friends, ... and interesting activities - this all can help to feel better, at least "distracted from the problem".

I hope you're not so exhaused anymore...

Take care!

Hello, what's new? How have you been?

Well Im doing fine.I had even some happy days.

But of course problems cant go away so easy.My family dont have money and things at home are really bad.Everybody are depressed.My aunt have problems too.She is scared when wind is blowing and Im the only person who understands how terrible she feels.Sometimes I feel like Im in one big hole and I will never escape from it.But maybe I still believe that everything will be better in future

Thanks for your "update". I'm pleased that along with all those problems, you also have some happy days. I hope you can enjoy the positive things; they're precious not only because scarce...

It's good to believe that our future will be better, yet ... expecting that "everything" will be better is maybe a bit exaggerated, so could lead to unnecessary frustration. What about believing that... "whatever happens, I'll manage somehow"? I suppose this is pretty realistic...

What you said is more what I think,Lala.But sometimes I cant express myself well in English

I felt so bad last two nights.No idea why.But Maybe is not so strange when I think about my problems and all problems that have people around me

- (I definitely think you can express yourself well also in English.)

- It would probably be more strange to feel only good when all those problems are around... But I hope you can find something to distract yourself from everything you cannot influence (as the problems of your family).

How is school going?