Been here for 4 weeks now - I think. and everything is going wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im getting by alright enough - somehow. But am not entirely sure whats happening most of the time.
Have I mentioned how much I loathe being re-located, sure I must of done at some stage or other, but just incase I havnt - I HATE THIS!!!!!
This new place is nice enough and the people friendly, what more can lifes reject ask for?
Hmm, maybe Oh, I dunno - breathing space, does that even exsist this day and age?
I have a door, well several actually (all of which are defected and refuse to do their job), a roof all beit leaking, friggin mold in places I thought mould couldnt exsist, bowing ceilings, gas pipes that cant go a week without leaking, and a bathroom in desperate need of replacing - coz like it would be nice to have a loo that dont leak and a bath that functions, on a plus atleast I'm outta harms way and sufficiently hidden for the time being. Just cant cope anymore with , well, everything.
How the F*** does anyone actually manage to live, coz honestly what with the state Ive mentally gotten myself into of late, and the state of the surroundings Im exsisting in, I really want to just switch the hell off and go join the people I have been avoiding for so many years - atleast it'll shut them up.