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That is not my idea of manhood. I was just letting tbd know he isn't alone and that it reminds me of one more thing I couldn't do that 99.9% of other boys do growing up. I could've tried and failed and been a bench sitter and a loser publicly, instead I chose to avoid the humiliation. Same with every other activity I've pursued. So to answer the OP, I pass time in front of a computer either looking at bullshit or pornography. Or posting on the mental support community about passing time.

. I don't blame my parents or anybody else for my failure.

Me neither. Not even back then because back then is now. I went camping and canoeing about 4 years ago. I got to go on vacation to the beach and see the ocean about 17 years ago. I've never been to another country or done anything exciting. When I lived at home I could at least go outdoors and do outdoorsy things, now I can't even do that. So I sit on my ass like a recluse. Solitary confinement would be no punishment for me, I've basically lived that way for a decade.

It was a good thread tbd started. Talking about things we do for fun. I have very little actual fun these days - no parties, no girls, no outdoor adventures, no vacations - nothing.

the deletion bug is back. i'll get the vaccines.

klingcorn lol. that brings back memories.

I'm sorry I apologize victim. When you've lived my life you become hyper defensive. I completely agree.

Its not my idea of manhood either, I was just joking. As usual, thought it was obvious and it wasn't. Someday this whole fucking thing will be over. It can't come too soon for me. Human beings are a freak accident of evolution that never should have happened.

@Victimorthecrime i noticed you pulled a klingsor some posts ago. i didn't get to see the original post. is everything ok?

Yeah I have toyed around with the idea of therapy for a while. I don't have medical aid so it would be very expensive for me. I also hate the idea that I have to pay someone to listen to my sob story particularly because I don't even think they can help me.

Reminds me of Seinfeld, TBD. "I choose not to run!"

Man I wish I had this sort of humour????

Look guys, the reality on the ground is far different to what you see online. Woman who take the time to look up penis sizes are concerned about penis sizes. The reality is most woman are looking for a partner that can support a family, most woman don't care about sex and only use it as a tool to get men to marry them and have kids. This is why there is thousands of jokes about when a man gets married the sex drys up, doesn't matter what his penis size is, hell many woman will leave a bigger penis for a man with a bigger wallet even if the guy has a small penis. Now sure there is some woman that do care about sexual physical pleasure as they more wired like men in the sex department, these woman will be fussy on the physical appearance while they young and attractive and can get any guy they want. Once they head towards there 30's and things haven't worked out with the alpha males they lower there standards because there market value diminishes with time. My attitude was always fuck these woman, if they didn't want me when they were young don't come crawling to me now. My advice to all SPS's , put your energy into improving your knowledge and the rest of your body. Get a workout routine and eat healthy. Money and a good body is also a confidence booster.