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I feel the same way you do about money. I'd be happy with just enough to survive on my own. I'm no longer looking to have a family so I only need to think and take care of myself. I'm no longer interested in owning the latest German sedan/sports car/suv either. Hell I'd be happy with a Ford Fiesta or even a Renault Sandero. I still want to lose weight, learn to be a decent cook, be slightly more adventurous but to be honest it's for me, merely ideas to pass time. I'm not looking to be the best version of myself so I can make friends and influence people. I guess I'm just looking to make my existence as painless as I possibly can and nothing else. I think I'm making sense.

Dreams and fantasies here all the time! I like to find a porn clip (i like amateur clips as opposed to pro shot) with a girl that looks like my ex-wife. I've had very taboo dreams, i won't even share them here lol....I think when you're not having regular sex it's normal to have dreams and fantasies that normal people might not have.

I talked to my husband about moving to a different unit in our apartment complex. The one we have is really nice, but gets almost no daylight at all, which I think might be contributing to my depression (particularly my seasonal depression, which seems to be getting worse every winter). He was on board, so we're going to talk to our leasing office soon and see if it's an option. Hopefully it's possible and it helps.

I've kind of been lacking motivation. It's not necessarily cock related, but that defo factors in. I'm not unhappy, I just can't answer the "What do you want?" question. I have no clue what I want to do or where I want to be. I've wound my passion for ideas in too. I'd get really excited and hyped up about something, that'd last a week or two then I'll hate whatever it is with the same passion. I'm just not that interested in money, so that closes a lot of doors. Most people do things for financial freedom but I personally put very little stock in it. I don't like being poor, but I'm happy with enough, which we have right now. I'd love to know what my next move is, but as it stands I'm at a loss.

The worst mistake i ever made was dating someone I work with. This was about 15 years ago. We dated for almost a year. The sex, for me, was fine. And it must've been for her as well 'cause even after we broke up she'd show up at my door just wanting sex..and I obliged her. But then a really bad scene happened between the 2 of us (having nothing to do with sex) and naturally she told the female with the biggest mouth where we work how small i was and that she could only feel me when she was riding me, etc etc....The whole place knew I was small. It was tough...it was humiliating....but I just tried to spin it that I was normal size and that she was extra large in her vaginal area because of her slutty past and would offer to whip my cock out on the spot to prove i wasn't small....they'd always stop me. I called their bluff and I won. I sucessfully spinned the story against her, even though I was lying my ass off. But I'm not above lying if it avoids me feeling humiliated.

Shoulder still not 100% but the slow improvement continues albeit w some not so good moments when it hurts for a short bit. But I have been able to do some light & limited exercise so with that I am pleased. Hanging in there, eating right, staying on point. Embracing it!

Almost nobody admits having a cock smaller than 6" because for years that was the average in the sole study that was available (Kingsley), so in popular culture around the world, 6" is average. And they don't even know what Bone Pressed was when reading the results, so the "popular average penis" it's almost one inch bigger than the real one in that study. Now, thanks to internet, we know much more studies and we know that the average penis is not the usual one in porn and movies. Nobody wants to show a penis that is not impressive, that's the truth, and regarding erect size we are habituated to see big ones, not average ones. I don't think you can say with 5.5" you are small. Aprox half men are smaller than you and the other half are bigger than you. That's it. Average is not a number, it's a range, and you are in it (it's not that 5.9" is small and 6.1" is big). But you are not big. And what we perceive as acceptable is big, not average, for many men and women "average is too small" even if it's paradox. Flaccid it's another story... if you are like 2", then aprox 95% of men are bigger than you, and that's the real issue because, as growing from that to 5.5" is kind of exceptional, nobody will think you are 5.5" when it sees you naked. We are very small flaccid, that's it. We are special (in a bad way) in that sense. That is really connected to apperance and perceived masculinity so we have serious issues with it that affect us. I'm sure if I were 3.5" flaccid and the same erect size I am, I wouldn't have SPS.

Screw society. How has she made you feel in the bedroom? Don't worry about what everyone else is telling you. She's your woman. How does she make you feel? How do you make her feel? That's what's most important, not what everyone else thinks she wants.