I'm not really sure if this is in the right topic. I do believe so though. But, Back to the topic, I'm not like other people. I know i am not a psychopath. But, I don't feel bad for anything i do. Even though, I have never done anything ethnically wrong extreme things anyway. I don't have the urge to. I don't really live by time. I just kinda drift in it. Not caring much about anything. Besides a special someone. I think, I don't feel feelings. Alot of people call me a machine. Because, I love logic. I have to know how everything works. I am also called old soul. I use a lot of quotes, and I have been through more stuff then most people my age. I don't know why i'm writing this. Just, I want to know why i feel the way i do, and if other people have been through this. You might would call me a modern day hippy. Because, I am calm all the time, I don't argue, I just kinda let everything flow. I don't think ,i just sit and do nothing. I learned how to meditate about a year ago, And, that's how i dealt with stuff, I would go sit out in the nature and meditate. Until, i no longer felt the pain or the worry. Medication is not an option for me, because of my family would think I'm pulling things out of thin air. I think, Happiness comes from within anyway. I talk to a lot of depressing people. That are clinically depressed, and i try to help as best i can. Even though, I don't care if they end their life or not. I try to help as best i can to every situation. Not that i care, Just because I'm the only one that will listen, and not wait for a turn to speak. To sum everything up, I just kinda live day by day, Same stuff Different day. I don't care about most things, I'm content with life. I'm not sad, I'm not happy. I'm just here. I do apologize if, there's a lot of i thinks, or i'm not sure. I never was good at speaking my thoughts. But, Thank you for anybody that read it. I hope you have some advice.