teekoh85

Thanks for sharing your story Yolo. I have been interested in meditation and Buddhism since I was twelve years old. I have read books by Thich Nhat Hanh, so I know a little bit about Plum Village. It is wonderful that you have found your path to peace and happiness. Hopefully one day I can reach self-acceptance also. Meditation has not been a magic bullet for me, but it as been greatly beneficial. All the best.

I am sorry to hear about your problems. But don't let my story get you down too much. You need to keep in mind that I am a highly introverted person to begin with, so I rarely put myself out there. And that's what people in our situation really need to do. We can't do much about our small penises. But I am sure that it is possible to find one person who will accept us completely, out of a few billion. I have had nothing but bad luck, but that doesn't mean that you will. I have read many success stories from those in our situation. So I would suggest that you don't focus on one negative aspect of your life and obsess over it. It will only bring misery. At the same time I don't mean to trivialize your situation. I am obviously in the same boat and it really sucks. I ran away from my problems and I thought it would get easier over time. But it hasn't. And that is why I have made this thread. I am trying to come to terms with things and get myself into the right mindset to try dating again. I know how hard it is, but please don't give up. Otherwise there is no chance for happiness.

Hi All, I've been feeling pretty down lately and wanted to get something off my chest. So here is my small penis story. When I was 17 I had my first encounter with a woman, but when she saw how underendowed I was she laughed at me, and that was the end of that. It took me three years to get the courage to try again as I am a pretty shy and sensitive person. Unfortunately the same thing happend and I was laughed at. When she saw that I was hurt she did apologize and even offered me oral sex, but at that point I was not in the mood at all. Around a year and a half after that a woman showed interest in me, and with much trepidation I started dating her. I was quite up front this time and let her know how inexperienced I was and also that I had a small penis. Initially she said it wasn't a problem and we would work something out. Unfortunately she must of underestimated things, as when we decided to have sex she very clinically told me that it just wouldn't work out after she saw what I had to work with. At this point I planned to just give up on dating and concentrate on other things such as starting my career. But in my last year of college I met a really sweet girl. She was inexperienced like me and we just clicked. So we ended up dating. We both wanted to take things slow, so I had a few months of bliss dating this girl. Things progressed naturally and one night we decided to have sex. After a minute or two my girlfriend stopped me, and I noticed she was crying. I asked her what was wrong (even though it was obvious) but she refused to tell me. She just didn't want to talk, so I left after telling her to contact me when she was ready to do so. Eventually she made another excuse to end things, as I suspect she didn't want to hurt my feelings by telling me the truth. It has been six years since then and I haven't gone on any more dates. I know I am a coward but I just don't think the results will be any different as my penis is 4.5 inches long, and my girth even worse at slightly under 4 inches. So I am pretty much fucked.