Kresivo2061(codex)

Thanks for your support friend. Arigato

So, basically, ever since I got cancer, my mother has seemed to really not care much for me at all. I have 2 brothers, both of whom have been suspended from school several times, the older in a great deal of legal trouble, something I suspect my little brother will soon experience as well. The reason I'm posting this is that even though I've never had any issues like that myself, she seems to greatly favor my brothers. This only began after I got cancer. It's just really upsetting that she could do that. She's now spent nearly as much money on my older brother for his problems too. She also tried to ignore my brother's drug problems for a while, even when he was stealing money from her for it. She also tried to blame it on me for getting cancer, even though she knew he had started several months before I got cancer. But the point is, anytime they do something wrong, I seem to get the blame for it. I experience constant verbal abuse and sabotaging of my life. And physically I suppose you could say she's right at the border of what someone could g to jail for. But what really dug deep today (it's been worse than usual this week) is that my little brother was in the bathroom when I needed to take a shower. He was recording some video for an app called music.ly and using the mirror for it. When I asked him to move so I could take a shower, he began cussing me out and started hitting me. (something I'm not allowed to do anything about) Then my mother comes up and he tells her what happened and she begins beating me too. I now look up and notice this post is getting to be quite long. So, to end this, any ideas or advice? Anything is welcome, even if you simply had similar experiences and can offer no assistance.