I have been doing stupid things at work that I should not be doing. I am scared they are going to fire me. I am 60 years old and I am very aware of age discrimination. I will end up on the streets again with God yelling in my head it's all my fault, I brought on my myself.
I am manis depressive and seem to do 9 things correct and or thing wrong.It is the one I do that gets me fired and treated as if I am a miscreant pariah in this society.