BlueVulpes

I am 15 years old and I have always laughed at everything, even if it wasn't funny. It was always fun and a way of coping with stress and anxiety. I have been diagnosed with depression and an anxiety disorder. I think I may also have Ocd but that is a different topic. I take 10mlg of Escitalopram a day. For the past year now I have not been able to laugh even though I find things funny. I always have to pretend to laugh so I don't look awkward. In school, I would always be chastised for laughing, so I would have to hold it in. This may be one of the causes of my problem, besides being depressed. I just want to laugh again. When I find things funny the only response is sometimes a smile, but never a laugh. If anyone could help me I would be so grateful.