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Also thank you Lala and Irma. I've done some research but that is a further set of resources that I didn't previously have. I always like having more information. while I know you're probably correct about her reasoning for what she did, initially it didn't make it easier on me. but maybe she is more intuitive on what needs to happen for me to fix myself. it's definitely proving to be difficult for me and I really can't express how thankful I am to everyone who is taking time out of their day for me.

If I could afford one right now. I'd definitely consider it. thank you though!

I've always been different at least. I've noticed I didn't feel things like most normal people. Like the death of a family member. But it seems like it has gotten to be a more prevalent issue in recent years. as if it has gotten worse

My friends try understand the best they can. they don't seem to have troubles like I do so they only can do so much. my parents don't really recognize mental illness as being a thing. My fiancé and I have tried a little therapy. But she is so worn out and kind of tired of me that I don't know if it is doing any good. Thank you for taking time to provide some input. I do appreciate it

So I'm going thru the diagnosis process to determine if I suffer from ASPD. I'm pretty sure I do suffer from it. I recently got asked to leave the house by my fiancée until I find coping mechanisms, ways to better myself. does anyone have any recommendations / help i can start with? I'm willing to do anything I can to make myself a better person. this whole situation has left me very depressed and I have had some suicidal thoughts because I don't know where to start and I desperately want to make myself better