For the past year, I've been stuck in a kind of endless cycle. Day after day, nothing changing, nothing getting any better. I have friends, but I can't talk to them. I can't talk to my family, either. I'm suffering from depression but I can't tell anyone, and no matter what I do everything seems to get worse. I've run out of ways to stay positive at all. Things just keep going and going and I keep wishing I could just die. And I can't do anything to help myself, so I'm stuck. I know other people have worse problems, and my suffering from depression and emotional abuse might be less important, but I just needed to say something.