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Chase64

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  1. Yeah this is a very intrusive thought and I've had many like this before but none that was so consistent. In the past they've been more suicidal but now it's mostly seriously injuring myself. If I'm in public and this thought occurs I just forcefully push it away (I have this paranoia issue where I think people can read my mind) but if I'm alone then I might go on the internet or draw. In the past with intrusive thoughts I attempted a few if I had the chance but if not I'd just result to self harm which is what I usually do. I don't want to cut off my hand though, I just want to get rid of the images.
  2. I wish I were able to make a living off my art, maybe in the future but for now I still have a side job which I'm perfectly fine with.
  3. Hello, thank you for replying to my issue and I have also seen that episode of Dr Phil, I don't plan on cutting my hand off (I'm a artist and that would be quite hard for me to continue if I did so) it's just a completely impulsive thought that I have a lot. I've been made to go into therapy not to long ago and was diagnosed with Avpd, Stpd, and bpd. Therapy in the end wasn't helping in the slightest and just made me angry because I knew she didn't know how to treat what I was going through (she was for non-personality disorders like depression or anxiety) and I felt like I didn't need help. I have a very bad past/childhood which is a long story I'm sure you wouldn't want to hear but my experiences connect with my self harm issues and other problems.
  4. Hi there, I've been having this specific thought for a good while (maybe like 5 months now?), I've been wanting to cut off my hand... I've been self harming for about 6 years now and scratching my skin is very common for me when I can't self harm because I'm in public or I feel people are watching me. I have these little mental videos play of me cutting off my hand and I research stuff about it. I don't know why I want to cut it off, it wouldn't give me sexual pleasure or anything (that's what I saw a lot during my research) I just deserve to cut off my hand? I don't really know where it came from (possibly my urge to hurt myself is just getting stronger and the normal things like cutting and burning aren't satisfying my brain anymore) but maybe its apart of my STPD issues? Does anyone have similar thoughts?
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