I'm sad. All the time. Why? I'm lonely. I feel like I'm not loved by anyone. I want a girlfriend so bad...I just want someone I can hold and fall asleep with. The problem is that I'm not sure if I want that or if I want to feel good about myself. I get so terribly hurt by rejection...Like suicidal. And half the time, I don't even like them that much. I do feel like a girlfriend would solve all my problems, though... I'm just not sure if it's the right choice, but I don't know what else to do... EDIT: Reading through that, I KNOW it probably wouldn't be the right choice to get a girlfriend.