Late night something unique happened to me. I heard a knock at the door, it seemed all most unreal for I had not had a visitor in weeks. I answered the door, it was a female it took me a little to recognize who she was. Turns out she my old high school crush, (We dated for close to a year back then). She took one look at me and knew something was not right, well she would have to be blind not notice how I looked or held my disposition. I asked her kindly to leave, she ignore me and kindly forced her self in? I suppose that is how I would describe it. She kept on insisting that we talk, she was pretty presistant about it. About 2hrs later and much resistant and bitterness later I broke down and spilled my guts to her, I..cried although I did not want to, I asked her if she thought I was weak, She simply flashed me a smile, it felt warm to look at, I looked into her steel blue eyes, I saw my own reflection in her puplies, how horrid I looked, Lost weight, hair a mess, looking like a street bum. She simply just hugged me, I tried to pull away but she squeezed harder and would not let me go. It had seem human touch was like a plaug on my body, it seemed to burn a bit, at the same time it just felt good, I could feel her raw emotions, I felt in my heart she really cared for me. A smile broke out across my face, was it possible that I was..dare I say happy, what seemed like years trapped in the prison of my own emotions was she the key to release me from it all? We talked for a bit more, and little by little it seemed my bitterness and self loathing began to fade away. She made me shower, and shave, well more like she ordered me to. As I began to shower it seems like the water as it cascaded over my body seemed to wash away what was left of the negative emotions that was festering inside of me still. As I shaved, with each stroke of the razor across my face I began to look...and feel kinda like my old self once more, I dressed my self nice afters. Then we went out for a nice dinner...it was nice the world seemed to be a bit brighter, the smells of the food, sweeter, it was like I was reborn a new man.