TimmyStan1967 Posted July 15, 2017 Report Share Posted July 15, 2017 I reported in here a while back I was diagnosed with prostate cancer. I stated that there was no way I was getting the surgery. Well I did. I am just thinking of that moment when I was rolled into the OR and all those people standing over me. I knew that when I was put under and uncovered all those people were just going to say to themselves...."Holy Fuck look at that pathetic pecker." It was amazing that throughout the whole number of appointments up to and following my diagnosis, no one really saw my penis. I got many rectal exams. My specialist who did the surgery never saw my cock until the day of the surgery. I spent one night in the hospital and I kept myself covered as much as I could. It just sucked so bad thinking how many people saw my pathetic member. I have to go back to my follow up appointment next week where I am going to be fully awake in the office and I am going to have to whip it out. I have a catheter in me right now and that has to be removed. YOTH 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YOTH Posted July 15, 2017 Report Share Posted July 15, 2017 I'm so glad you went through with it, hopefully the people who need to see your cock in follow ups will be kept to a minimum for your sake. Get well soon and heal up, I'll keep you in my prayers, pal. ? LaLa and jazz 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LaLa Posted July 15, 2017 Report Share Posted July 15, 2017 Good luck with your recovery, Tim! It's good that you decided for the surgery, despite your feelings of shame. (I'd like to write you that doctors don't care at all about your size and they don't react in such ways as you imagine (they've seen others with similar sizes), but... I know I don't have any proof so you wouldn't take it as a convincing argument. ... ) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted July 16, 2017 Report Share Posted July 16, 2017 TimmyStan, I want to offer my support and best wishes to you for a quick recovery from surgery, continued healing, and a future with good health. I hope you are taking time to rest and recover. I would hope that doctors would be respectful when caring for their patients, especially during times of vulnerability. We all deserve that, I think. Heal well, Timmy. YOTH and LaLa 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TimmyStan1967 Posted July 20, 2017 Author Report Share Posted July 20, 2017 Thanks everyone for the well wishes. Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. I had my catheter removed by a female nurse. I had to drop trow as she reached for it. I wanted to fucking die right there. What is really sad is I have a wife who was there. This lady probably went to someone and said: "Oh my God I just pulled a catheter from the most pathetic cock I have ever seen and this guy had a fucking wife. That poor woman." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YOTH Posted July 20, 2017 Report Share Posted July 20, 2017 Sounds like a nightmare. But so what if she said that to someone, they don't know you. But to be honest, most nurses dealing with penises are very knowledgeable in actual sizes especially flaccid. My friend was a nurse in a nursing home dealing with old men all day and I once heard her saying that the average penis isn't what most women fantasise it being. And most flaccid penises are smaller than what you'd think, so I wouldn't over analyse it too much, although I imagine the feeling was quite horrific. I'm just glad you had it done ?? LaLa 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Smallbeans Posted July 20, 2017 Report Share Posted July 20, 2017 @TimmyStan1967 hey I'm new here and barely know anyone but I just want to say I'm glad to hear you got the surgery and are on the mend. I can only imagine how you felt with the nurse and getting the catheter out. I'm sure she has seen a lot smaller than yours. As horrible as having our "condition" is your story shows there is much more important things in life. I dont know if im trying convince you more than myself. LaLa 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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