Popular Post cindyhelen Posted November 14, 2013 Popular Post Report Share Posted November 14, 2013 Since the first week of school, with my six years old, I lived in fear of the people. The school was a terrible phase and still is. I stay quiet while my coleagues robbed me, beat me, offended me. Every day was like that. Always stand it firm, but in the fourth year of school, I started to not go to class, and when I was there, I was standing at the door afraid to enter the room. So I fled from school once, and did most confusion.As I already said in another topic, I have not finished school, out of fear. I'm so ashamed and afraid of people, that if I'm in a public place and my hair standing in front of my face, even if it's bothering me I do not move, because I think they will laugh at me if I move. (I know it will not, but even so I think it will, and I can not move). It's the same way when I walk super fast and because of that several times I fall on stairs in the middle of the street. I've spent a lot of shame for lack of attention. And more and more ashamed. Starve at home for not having to go on the market sometimes. This month I'm going back to dealing with my psychologist, but I wanted to hear from you. Have you ever experienced this? Have you ever lived with this shame? How do you do to live with this fear, and the shame of being, acting? Honestly, I'm not even going in the courtyard of the house for fear of the neighbors seeing me. It hurts, I wish I could go back in time and have never gone to school.My family does not understand, says that's bullshit. Says it's laziness. sotsTyday, indifiawn, fleperuri and 85 others 88 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Victimorthecrime Posted November 15, 2013 Report Share Posted November 15, 2013 Sounds like agoraphobia to me, that's a tough one. Few of the problems here lens themselves to quick fixes but the first step is a commitment to heal and get better. Try going out a bit when you feel up for it and build on small success. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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