DatDude90 Posted October 20, 2014 Report Share Posted October 20, 2014 I find myself in an ongoing cycle that has me going from, "You know what, I think I am a decent size" or "F*ck it, who cares if I'm too small, I'm going to get my rocks off no matter what". I then end up Google searching, "Is x inches too small?" And I read a couple posts on a website of a woman saying my size is too small, or a guy saying something along the lines of "If you're not at least this big, you're in for it, because from what I've heard, that's way too small" and then I'm back to rock bottom. The worst part is, searching online for the approval of my size by others has become a habbit. Does anyone else go through something similar to this? retsuud and Jessie 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jessie Posted October 20, 2014 Report Share Posted October 20, 2014 Ah Robert,Welcome….Could I interest you in a wide selection of T-shirts…. someone555 and Resolute 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DatDude90 Posted October 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 20, 2014 I'll pass, I'd prefer not to advertise my sexual inadequacy. Unless you have dri-fit fabric, then I'll take a few. Jessie 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
u.r.what.u.is Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I knew that cycle well for many years. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DatDude90 Posted October 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I knew that cycle well for many years.What made you stop? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
someone555 Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I find myself in an ongoing cycle that has me going from, "You know what, I think I am a decent size" or "F*ck it, who cares if I'm too small, I'm going to get my rocks off no matter what". I then end up Google searching, "Is x inches too small?" And I read a couple posts on a website of a woman saying my size is too small, or a guy saying something along the lines of "If you're not at least this big, you're in for it, because from what I've heard, that's way too small" and then I'm back to rock bottom. The worst part is, searching online for the approval of my size by others has become a habbit.Does anyone else go through something similar to this?all the time. even in the course of 2 minutes of looking at my erection, i can go from thinking "eh, from this angle it doesnt look THAT small", to thinking "holy shit its the tiniest thing ever"but ya too much google searching for validation makes it worse. but its like looking at a car wreck. you slow down to look for the blood and guts. do you really want to see that? yes. but no. but of course. not Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nytaiji Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I do the exact same thing. I'm sure the reason why we do it is complex and multi-faceted. Perhaps it's a form of self-punishment. Or that we're used to, and more comfortable with, being the victim of a small penis rather than accepting it and moving on. It's kind of like we are saving ourselves from the rejection that we are afraid of. When you start to feel confident, your subconscious fear kicks in and you go surfing the web for reasons to go back to what is normal and comfortable for you.....self-loathing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I do the exact same thing. I'm sure the reason why we do it is complex and multi-faceted. Perhaps it's a form of self-punishment. Or that we're used to, and more comfortable with, being the victim of a small penis rather than accepting it and moving on. It's kind of like we are saving ourselves from the rejection that we are afraid of. When you start to feel confident, your subconscious fear kicks in and you go surfing the web for reasons to go back to what is normal and comfortable for you.....self-loathing.sometimes though, it could be genuine seeking of validation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nytaiji Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 That's true. Personally speaking though, there is nothing on the internet about this issue that I haven't searched already. I have all the validation I need. I think we all do, don't we? Isn't that what brought us here? Yet I continue to do exactly as Robert said, and search the internet for the same answers I've already gotten. It's almost like I need the comfort of being miserable. retsuud and modestman 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jessie Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 i started to hunt for validation years back …. now I search knowing Im not going to find it … yet I do it anyway…. I guess it must be masochistic to an extent…on the other hand there are some clips and articles I avoid like the plague because they are so awful it makes me suicidalI have never shared them on here…. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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DatDude90 Posted October 22, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 22, 2014 That's true. Personally speaking though, there is nothing on the internet about this issue that I haven't searched already. I have all the validation I need. I think we all do, don't we? Isn't that what brought us here? Yet I continue to do exactly as Robert said, and search the internet for the same answers I've already gotten. It's almost like I need the comfort of being miserable. Like you, there's nothing about it I haven't already searched for and read about. But I do it anyway, its as if I want to feel insecure and sexually inadequate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
someone555 Posted October 22, 2014 Report Share Posted October 22, 2014 a guest speaker at church tonight (young adult ministry gathering every tuesday) was talking about porn and stuffhe said he and his wife had only been with eachother, so they could be terrible at sex, but theyd ont know any better and thats part of the adventureanother point for finding a virgin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
u.r.what.u.is Posted October 22, 2014 Report Share Posted October 22, 2014 What made you stop?I'll PM you soon on this. I don't want to give more details than I already have in the public forum here. retsuud 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
malign Posted October 22, 2014 Report Share Posted October 22, 2014 "... its as if I want to feel insecure and sexually inadequate."Noticing this about yourself could be of some use in fighting it, though, Robert. To me, this is the part of the problem that shades into the realm of mental health. How we view ourselves is pretty vital, after all. The guys who feel inadequate over their size also often report feeling inferior in completely nonsexual situations, like in the office. Places where no one knows their size ... except of course the guy himself.The looping thoughts, too, are sometimes a sign of obsessional thinking. The inability not to think about something can be very debilitating, no matter what it is.A therapist might be able to help with some these patterns, if you were willing. Jessie 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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