Jeep Posted May 15, 2015 Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 how are you?Thanks for asking man, I am concerned about you and I am praying for you.Like Irma says nothing needs to be final, nobody knows what tomorrow might bring.Your life matters, you matter resolute and even if you can't speak to us here you will continue to matter to us.If you could carry that around inside you and remember it when you are low it will help. gone and mts 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 of course i'll remember that, jeep. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 well... i guess this is goodbye. i will lose internet connection in several hours, i believe (hopefully won't happen prematurely).this is difficult for me... i will really miss you guys, and won't forget you. i wish everyone the best, and i hope we all find peace somehow.i wanna give special thanks to some members by name, in random order: beth, ken, small, klingsor, m.allen, jeep, mts, skynight.goodbye everyone, and godspeed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 @ skynight & small, thank you both. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mts Posted May 15, 2015 Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 Hope you're ok Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 thanks mts. idk why you had to delete the other post. i was gonna reply to it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mts Posted May 15, 2015 Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 I hope you find happiness and wish you all the very best resolute. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 thank you mts, and i feel terrible about the whole situation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mts Posted May 15, 2015 Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 I am thinking of you tonight I'll pray that you come through this buddy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted May 15, 2015 Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 I hope you will reach out for help, resolute.We are here, caring about you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 my internet expires in a couple hours mts, so i can't come back; but i'm not killing myself today or tomorrow. i'll try to stay as long as i can until there are no more excuses. thank you for your sentiments. you're a good friend. i wish you the best in your meetings and everything else in your life. take care mate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 15, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2015 thank you beth. you've always been great. i wish you and your family the best of luck. keep helping people, and take care of yourself. you're a kind and caring person, and i will miss you. goodbye beth. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Klingsor Posted May 16, 2015 Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 Goodbye resolute. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 16, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 hey klingsor, goodbye man. i'll probably get cut off any minute. you take care of yourself. all the best.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Klingsor Posted May 16, 2015 Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 Whoa...You are here Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 16, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 yup they still haven't disconnected me. usually its earlier (been disconnected repeatedly in last year or two). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Klingsor Posted May 16, 2015 Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 Maybe they started Friday night early and are passed out drunk in some bar, haha.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 16, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 good one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Klingsor Posted May 16, 2015 Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 This is very hard considering this has only ever been a screen with words. Truly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted May 16, 2015 Author Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 ya. last year i would've never thought it would be so emotional for me and others. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mts Posted May 16, 2015 Report Share Posted May 16, 2015 - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
m.allen Posted May 20, 2015 Report Share Posted May 20, 2015 ..... res, you there man? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TooOld4This Posted August 11, 2015 Report Share Posted August 11, 2015 I feel sad to read that you want to end your life, resolute. I think you are worth something as a human being, so losing you would be a loss to the entire human species. I have been in your position, feeling so utterly worthless that suicide actually seems like a rational choice. And i still have the slash scar on my wrist, from when i made that choice.As you see, i didn't follow through with it. If i hadn't followed through with it, i never would have met my wife whom i've been in love with now for over 25 years. I never would have traveled to China and Africa. I never would have learned how to sail a sailboat. My life has problems now, too (that's why i'm in this forum), but i'm glad i didn't end my life.I hope you won't end your life. Sure, you can't see any good now. Back then, i couldn't see the good things that were going to happen to me, either. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Resolute Posted September 14, 2015 Author Report Share Posted September 14, 2015 hi everyone; i'm back, and unfortunately still "alive" and kicking... myself. needless to say, the attempt didn't exactly go as planned... seems i can't do anything right. anyway... i missed you guys; how's everyone doing? anything hapeen while i was away? i've been without internet ever since i left nearly four months ago.i've got a lot of catching up to do (reading stuff that has been posted since i left), i guess (i hope i can catch some of klingsor's posts, but i'm guessing they're mostly deleted.well... i guess i'll see you guys around, since i'll be visiting the site frequently, since i have nothing else to do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Victimorthecrime Posted September 14, 2015 Report Share Posted September 14, 2015 I knew it!I said it to small and mts. That's why I did not comment on the goodbye thread.Glad you are ok res. anything you care to share of your journey? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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