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ba51th

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  1. me....

    It's okay
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    I'm scared if it contain any virus/disease...
  3. me....

    Trap the bat inside a plastic bag, then get him out through the window... I longer need to be afraid...
  4. me....

    Bollocks... A bat come inside my room and I don't know how to get rid of it. Fuck this, I will not get out of the bathroom before it gets out of my room first!
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    No, I haven't https://futurism.com/china-social-credit-system-rate-human-value/
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    Finally... I no longer need to be that scared to get bullied on my dreams... The dream is on highschool setting. There is a thin guy trying to bully me physically, so I fight him back. I punch his head, punch him on stomach, then he is on his knee, I slam his head to the balcony wall around 3-5 times. Then I lift up his body like I'm going to throw him from 3rd floor until he swear that he will never disturb me again, then I let him go... Then another bully come, a stronger one, but I can't remember the fight, short story I won... Then, the most feared bully on school threaten to beat me... he is a basketball athlete with some bulky muscle on his body. The truth is I'm scared, but, I just going to gather my strength, my anger, my fury, my helplessness and my frustation, put my life on the line... so I come down the stairs and waiting for him on a platform. I can see him below, running on basketball court, doing his rotation dunk manuver, and running upstair toward me... When he is going to come at me, I punch him, and keep barrage him with my punch where ever my punch land on him, throw him. He is on his knee, then I keep punc his head... I can't remember the rest of the fight, but again, I win the fight... I win it... I win the fight against the most feared bully on the highschool... Feels like... I'm safe... I no longer need to be scared... The moment I want to thank Guts, the protagonist of berserk anime... I woke up... The lesson I got from Guts is... You throw yourself into a fight not because you want to stay alive... It's because you have no choice but to fight, keep swinging your sword out of your anger, out of your disappointment, out of your sadness, out of your hopelessness, out of your frustation.. just keep swinging your sword until you die... One thing that I don't like when I fight someone on my dream, whenever I want to land the most powerful hit that I can deliver, there is something that restraint me... so I end up with 60% of original power, sometimes it frustrating me...
  7. Serious personality. . ?

    Is it normal for lateral thinker to have a low score on logical reasoning?
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    I use a brain trainer app, and I score low in logical reasoning...
  9. me....

    When someone said this to me, "You obviously never walked main line population.", what does it actually means? Is that a good thing, or bad thing.?
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  11. Primal Zodiac! come in folks!

    ... ... ... ... you got the same animal as the girl/woman I like... ... ... ... ... Do you think it describe you accurately..?
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    Seeing how the world going, I have a thinking... Somehow... Somewhere... There are people.. that read my mind... For example, I ever had a thinking, that point system should be implemented for bureaucrats, to keep them in check.. And now, after 1 year, less or more, I just read news, that china implemented point system toward their people that live in smart city (I'm relieve that the so called hardliners succeed to prevent that kind of smart city to be developed in this country, what do you expect from corrupt communist minion...)
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    Right now? I don't have friends.. In the past, I think 1-3 out people out of 30, dislike me When they picked me up, if it start to touch my pride, I bit back, though I'm not savage enough for a little excessive violence, just enough to let them know that I'm equal...
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