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ba51th

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  1. thank you so so much for your response
  2. everytime I get angry, my mind can't think straight... right now it is so hard for my brain to think... I even start to have difficulties to read... I don't know what to do...
  3. me....

    had a nightmare... communist vietnam invade my country... I go out of the house and many neighbors out of their houses... many of them talk that the vietnam army will come to this neighborhood... so I prepare myself to join the resistant, but my father prevent me... then I go to my car which in this dream I have a new porsche 911, but there are no air on the tires... I want to wake my brother to tell him that vietnam army will come to our neighborhood, but my father prevent me, he told me to not wake him up from his peaceful sleep, if I wake him up, he will panic... then I pump the tires of my car, and decide to go out roam the neighborhood for better situational awareness... then my family decided to go out somewhere safe, all of us get into the car, we decide to go to the other side of the hills (I live on the foothills) but on the way I scare the thought that I will get shot while driving, then my father take driver seat. on our journey, we finally reach the entrance of the mountain pass, but the road get blocked... then we wait for a while on the dinner nearby... the dream continue but I can't remember the rest of them...
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    there was power outage... and then my mind wander again... no one need my existence... in fact some people will wish that I'm not exist anymore... I can't fight for my own life... therefor I have no right to stay alive... I heard there's a new drugs, which called flecca if I'm not mistaken, some people already dead because of it... I think that's my way out... maybe it's time to write a note for the people I care, in case I couldn't make it...
  6. me....

    I kept day-dreaming and day-dreaming things that will never happen... and when I woke up... I will lost my mind for sure... though I more prefer death than losing my mind... weird, that I always ridiculed people that love day-dreaming when I still a child... now look how I turn out to be... please... end my torment... please...
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    no
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    had a dream the setting of the dream that I'm a senior high school student, on the evening, waiting for the bus to come home. on the distance I saw an idol girl, somehow I can feel she has a weird intention on me, that she want to kidnap me, hypnotize me to be a sissy crossdresser man... then I run but she also run to get me, then I run faster (somehow, in this dream I had some exercise so I can run faster than I normally do), and I run and run and run. until I know that I'm safe...
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  10. me....

    there's no point to stay alive if in the end I'm going to die... even though if I have a good life, it's not that I can recall good memories when I'm dead...
  11. me....

    suddenly I wish I'm dead...
  12. me....

    what a beautiful dream... I'm close with a girl, we go shopping together, we go explore so many region together, we drive on a long journey together, at the end of the dream, we sing a song together, at the end of the song many people comes and congratulate us, and she comes to me, she is like a lover to me.... this girl... the dream conditioned her that she is my cousin...
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    had a dream... that I socialized with other human outside my house, after that I go back to my room, stand in front of a mirror, and see my face has changed... so me and my mom go to hospital, ask for medication to change my face back to it's original. the nurse asking me what happened to me while she is going to take her syringe, when I was going to tell her, something hold my tongue... on that moment, a thought struck to my mind... that "why should I share my feelings and my problem with the nurse, she never care about me... no one care about me..."
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    I wish I have cyanide... I'm scared to stay alive...
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