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ba51th

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  1. I start to have interest in law and have an online course. Any recommendations? I need knowledge that can help me maneuver well in everything that involve laws.
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    I helped my father running his bussiness, have chance running my own on the side, but I quit, so I sold my bussiness.
  3. I want to keep everything to myself.. I don't want to share anything with other.. I don't want to outburst on internet and real life.. I just to want to keep quiet... Is there somekind of theraphy/training that I can do myself to shape me that way?
  4. It's about the female that I like online... She was get criticized by particular person... Like a castle that under siege by trebuchets... I don't think it can be called cyber bullying, not yet.. But I have an impression that she is not taking it well... She just stay quite and don't talk much... I scared the wound will leave a scar... I want to see her smile again... I was planning to keep sending her funny memes, but I think I should be precise and delicate with her, I'm afraid of unintended and unwanted side effect... What should I do..?
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    Got a dream... That I'm promoted to be an admiral... I don't like it because of the responsibility, but my heart say that I should accept the honor and suck it up... Then I walk to a room followed by someone that I think is my second in command.. I get inside the room, there are some people there. I go stand on front with my second in command.. The mc whispered me that I should prepare a speech. I become disconcerted.., I don't know what to speak about... Then I woke up...
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    Much o b l i i i i i g e d
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    Awwww.. Don't go laugh at me. I was asking help to correct the quote.. whether there is a saying like that in america or not..
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    I remember vaguely an american saying, will you help me. "If you are 18 years old and not with democrat, you are an arsehole. If you are 30 years old and not with republican, you are an idiot."
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    I don't consider them as true friends. There's no such thing as true friends. Only "we are friends because the circumtances support us and allow us to be friends".
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    Of course not. I rather erase my trace, so no one could find me. I would be so embarassing if they find me in this kind of state.
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    Boys as friends win in quantity, girls as friends win in quality. Well, you know, boys are about competition, friends to play with, to have fun with, but not good as friends to share with. In the other hand, I'm more comfortable with girls when I want to share, study, have heart to heart talk. They are less intimidating. I feel more safe around them, like a slight of warm and comfort you get from blanket.
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    Had a dream... The dream is kinda like long daily live, but I will only remember an event, just a short story... I reunited again with my high school friends... most of them are the girls. They bring gifts to exchange, though I have none... Then one of them give me one, she said it's from ***** (a girl I like in high school), and I see her on the back of the crowd, she stare back at me, like confirming that the gift is indeed from her.. I unpack the gift.. there are some goods in there and a letter, so I read it. She need to discuss with me about particular topic/problem or whatever it is...
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    I'm scared if it contain any virus/disease...
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    Trap the bat inside a plastic bag, then get him out through the window... I longer need to be afraid...
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    Bollocks... A bat come inside my room and I don't know how to get rid of it. Fuck this, I will not get out of the bathroom before it gets out of my room first!
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    No, I haven't https://futurism.com/china-social-credit-system-rate-human-value/
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    Finally... I no longer need to be that scared to get bullied on my dreams... The dream is on highschool setting. There is a thin guy trying to bully me physically, so I fight him back. I punch his head, punch him on stomach, then he is on his knee, I slam his head to the balcony wall around 3-5 times. Then I lift up his body like I'm going to throw him from 3rd floor until he swear that he will never disturb me again, then I let him go... Then another bully come, a stronger one, but I can't remember the fight, short story I won... Then, the most feared bully on school threaten to beat me... he is a basketball athlete with some bulky muscle on his body. The truth is I'm scared, but, I just going to gather my strength, my anger, my fury, my helplessness and my frustation, put my life on the line... so I come down the stairs and waiting for him on a platform. I can see him below, running on basketball court, doing his rotation dunk manuver, and running upstair toward me... When he is going to come at me, I punch him, and keep barrage him with my punch where ever my punch land on him, throw him. He is on his knee, then I keep punc his head... I can't remember the rest of the fight, but again, I win the fight... I win it... I win the fight against the most feared bully on the highschool... Feels like... I'm safe... I no longer need to be scared... The moment I want to thank Guts, the protagonist of berserk anime... I woke up... The lesson I got from Guts is... You throw yourself into a fight not because you want to stay alive... It's because you have no choice but to fight, keep swinging your sword out of your anger, out of your disappointment, out of your sadness, out of your hopelessness, out of your frustation.. just keep swinging your sword until you die... One thing that I don't like when I fight someone on my dream, whenever I want to land the most powerful hit that I can deliver, there is something that restraint me... so I end up with 60% of original power, sometimes it frustrating me...
  18. Is it normal for lateral thinker to have a low score on logical reasoning?
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    I use a brain trainer app, and I score low in logical reasoning...
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    When someone said this to me, "You obviously never walked main line population.", what does it actually means? Is that a good thing, or bad thing.?
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