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ba51th

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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in me....   
    I helped my father running his bussiness, have chance running my own on the side, but I quit, so I sold my bussiness.
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    ba51th got a reaction from LaLa in me....   
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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in me....   
    I remember vaguely an american saying, will you help me.
    "If you are 18 years old and not with democrat, you are an arsehole. If you are 30 years old and not with republican, you are an idiot."
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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in me....   
    Boys as friends win in quantity, girls as friends win in quality.
     
    Well, you know, boys are about competition, friends to play with, to have fun with, but not good as friends to share with.
     
    In the other hand, I'm more comfortable with girls when I want to share, study, have heart to heart talk. They are less intimidating. I feel more safe around them, like a slight of warm and comfort you get from blanket.
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    ba51th got a reaction from LostBoy in me....   
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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in me....   
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    ba51th got a reaction from Klingpeach in me....   
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    ba51th got a reaction from LostBoy in me....   
    Trap the bat inside a plastic bag, then get him out through the window...
     
    I longer need to be afraid...
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    ba51th got a reaction from 1997Henry in Serious personality. . ?   
    @LaLa
    I'm just curious what people think of me, that's all
     
    @Klingsor
    Why don't rebrand yourself as high class elegant gentlemen? I think it suit us people with serious personality.
     
    Read literature of ettiquette of gentlemen, behave yourself, wear suits or formal wear.
    do it as humble/normal as you can, don't pressure yourself.
     
    Give the world the impression that we are:
    Serious people!
    Serious business!
    Serious work!
    We are not screwing around!
     
    Cool!
    Cooler!!
    Coolest!!!
    😎
    😱😱😱
     
    I have this inspiration from sakamoto anime and daily life of highschool boys anime
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    ba51th got a reaction from 1997Henry in me....   
    she said mother's love is equal to all her children...
    I think it's a lie... father, mother, have their own favorite child...
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    ba51th got a reaction from 1997Henry in survival guide in a civil war   
    Need guide to face economic crisis...
     
    My country used to be protectionist, we were not that open toward foreigner. Because of that we survived the economic crisis a decade ago. But not anymore, the current regime run the country like a corporation and planted an idol on the president seat, seasoning with cult personality...
     
    The composite index value getting lower and lower from 6700- to 6300-. Exchange rate toward dollar getting higher, net exports are deficit in 3 months... It looks like the trade war trend is causing this...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Klingpeach in Serious personality. . ?   
    @Klingsor
    Here
    You don't need to be rich or good looking. Surely you need to spend money on clothes, but you don't need to ride benz.
     
    https://youtu.be/8fS6DRPAE5M
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    ba51th got a reaction from Klingpeach in Serious personality. . ?   
    @LaLa
    I'm just curious what people think of me, that's all
     
    @Klingsor
    Why don't rebrand yourself as high class elegant gentlemen? I think it suit us people with serious personality.
     
    Read literature of ettiquette of gentlemen, behave yourself, wear suits or formal wear.
    do it as humble/normal as you can, don't pressure yourself.
     
    Give the world the impression that we are:
    Serious people!
    Serious business!
    Serious work!
    We are not screwing around!
     
    Cool!
    Cooler!!
    Coolest!!!
    😎
    😱😱😱
     
    I have this inspiration from sakamoto anime and daily life of highschool boys anime
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    ba51th got a reaction from LaLa in Serious personality. . ?   
    @LaLa
    I'm just curious what people think of me, that's all
     
    @Klingsor
    Why don't rebrand yourself as high class elegant gentlemen? I think it suit us people with serious personality.
     
    Read literature of ettiquette of gentlemen, behave yourself, wear suits or formal wear.
    do it as humble/normal as you can, don't pressure yourself.
     
    Give the world the impression that we are:
    Serious people!
    Serious business!
    Serious work!
    We are not screwing around!
     
    Cool!
    Cooler!!
    Coolest!!!
    😎
    😱😱😱
     
    I have this inspiration from sakamoto anime and daily life of highschool boys anime
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    ba51th got a reaction from Small in me....   
    I'm no longer have convenient access to internet, so...

    I think there is nothing wrong saying farewell words

    looks like living is getting harder and harder... It's getting harder to pay electricity bill, and food getting expensive and more expensive to buy...

    and here I'm still don't know what to do with my life...

    the time is getting near...


    thank you everyone... for your support for me so far...

    I'm fully know that I'm full of shit... annoying... and bla bla bla...

    this site is the only place where I can get support despite what I did...
     
    how sad it is, that I stranger are more supporting and trusted than family...



    I just hope you all have a good, healthy and happy life and afterlife...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in can't access the website without VPN   
    I just usin...

    since I'm paranoid I won't continue...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in how to join military? (I'm not an american)   
    I'm 26 years old, 172 cm tall, weight around 130+kg, looks like I'm emotionally unstable, never served in military or law enforcement

    I want to join military... or mercenary/PMC... as long as I can get military training...
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    ba51th got a reaction from LovingTheAlien in What Music Do You Listen To?   
    well, I like Dream Theater...

    but I also listen to some lounge, electronic, rock music...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Obsolete in me....   
    felt so bored and lonely... back of my head hurt...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Obsolete in me....   
    I know that I am 26 years old, but... I still feels like I'm 18-20 years old...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Klingpeach in survival guide in a civil war   
    because there are some people that I love and care... knowing something bad might happen to them and I can't do anything to save them...

    imagine that I have a wife that I love so much, and because I can't do anything I was forced to see her turn into sex slave and/or raped right in front of my eyes... I can't let such thing happen... I can't just die before I'm sure that she is safe... if I die but know that she is safe, it's fine by me...
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    ba51th got a reaction from LaLa in survival guide in a civil war   
    because there are some people that I love and care... knowing something bad might happen to them and I can't do anything to save them...

    imagine that I have a wife that I love so much, and because I can't do anything I was forced to see her turn into sex slave and/or raped right in front of my eyes... I can't let such thing happen... I can't just die before I'm sure that she is safe... if I die but know that she is safe, it's fine by me...
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    ba51th got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in me....   
    hihihihi (giggle), it looks chaotic and funny (maybe just imagination)

    hmm... if "0" mean that she is behave like completely stranger and "100" she behave like a mother, the point is... around... 35-40

    did I attracted to her? hmm... the level of attraction is around... 15/100 - 30/100... she just like a roommate. she has a bit look like a mistress/dominatrix. she never complain to me, I'm freely do anything I like, there was no sexual engagement
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    ba51th got a reaction from Obsolete in me....   
    good for you then, you still can maintain your neutrality
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    ba51th got a reaction from KaiaThewolf in me....   
    if I have super power... I will make human life so miserable...
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