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Obsolete

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  1. Man I love your bluntness. I think you're very intelligent based on how you express yourself here. Hope the weekend is a good one mate.
  2. @LaLaThanks for the reading and viewing material I will be sure to check it all out.
  3. More than anything I wanted to be a father and husband. That dream began at a very early age. Career wise I was never really clear on what I wanted. All I knew was I wanted a small family and do whatever it took to maintain a happy home. That dream is all but dead now. I guess intelligence is just one of those things that are better to have than not. It's no fun walking around feeling like an idiot and it makes for better job and mate prospects. I noticed at a very early age that women place high value on intelligence when it comes to choosing a long term mate. I was aware even then that I was not particularly very bright compared to my peers. I struggled academically and socially so I began distancing myself with the idea that I would work on my intelligence, and once comfortable with my cognitive abilities, return to mingle again. I never got to the point of being comfortable with my thinking abilities and so over time I've concluded that I'm simply not suitable for a mate. I don't want to burden anyone with my foolishness. What woman wants a dumb man to marry and start a family with, and what child would be proud to have a dull father? It's best and fair that I remove myself from the mating game. •Lack of intelligence. •Lack of education. •No charm. •Small penis and I'm a short man. I really appreciate that. It's ok. I don't mind the questions. It's just that you're so kind and positive I wish I had better/more positive responses. I appreciate your efforts.
  4. Vic mate I hope all is well with you. Yeah life can get rough but nobody said it would be easy. Some people manage to make it work despite the worst of situations. I don't know Mate, Perhaps this world is just not for me.
  5. This genuinly made me smile. Thanks. I don't believe the world needs me at all but your comment put a smile on my face.
  6. Hi Lala. I don't share much when I write because I struggle to formulate my thoughts into words perhaps because I have a weak command of the English language so I usually just keep it simple. How do I feel? Useless to be honest. I've failed at this thing called life and I simply do not see myself getting out of the mess I find myself in. I'm an idiot, not educated, incapable of critical/deep thought. I have no confidence whatsoever. You know, that manly presence. That self assuredness now called big dick energy, I don't have it. It doesn't help that I'm not packing down there either. I have no friends, no love life, have lost interest in everything I ever cared about. I have no purpose at all and as much as this may have me sounding like a teenager, I hate my life, I hate myself, I hate that I exist. So no I genuinly cannot think of a single reason to remain alive. I do have family (parents and a sibling) but I've never thought of that as a hindrance. I'm a dissapointmen to them anyway. Sure a tear or two may be shed but life goes on eventually. I have no wife o children of my own so no worries there. I have not tried therapy as I regard it as useless. No offence to anyone currently in therapy, knows someone who is in therapy or is a therapist themself, but I don't get why anyone would pay money just to talk to someone, it just doesn't make sense to me. Perhaps a silly sentiment to have given the situation I find myself in but it's honestly the way I feel about it. I have tried self improvement. I've worked on my weight. I've even purchased books on picking up women but it just ends up seeming futile to me. I end up feeling like I've missed the boat. I'm not young anymore and so any efforts feel useless. I'll stop here because I'm starting to feel like a whinny little teenager. I appreciate your comment Lala. Take great care. I'm sorry if you feel your attempt at helping is wasted as I shared nothing positive in my reply. All I can say is thank you for trying to help.
  7. I've lived this long and life hasn't gotten better. Might as well put myself out of my own misery, if only I could just get over my fear of hell.
  8. Good to see you gentlemen and ladies still looking out for each other. Hope you're all doing well. Kling, take care of yourself mate.
  9. It would simply be ridiculed. Men don't give a shit, women don't give a fuck.
  10. Bad experiences can exacerbate an already bad situation. Take some time to process your thoughts before you go through with anything. If you go ahead and end it all though, then I really hope it brings you the peace you seek. The only thing keeping me here is I believe death would be a lot worse than suffering here. Take care mate.
  11. I wish I could join you. I've been toying around with the same idea. I'm starting to think the penis was never really the issue. The real problem is that I'm just not cut out for this shit called life.
  12. Fuck anyone who encourages you to kill yourself. Wish I could give you a bro hug man. Never mind the assholes and take care of yourself.
  13. At this point nothing can help me. I'm too far gone. I remain here only out of fear of hell, but truthfully I want out.
  14. Depends how many pizza eating sessions you do in a week.
  15. I've given up on this as well. Good luck to you mate.
  16. I know my world officially ended once I measured. At the underwhelming size of just 11cm (4.2 inches) I couldn't believe it. The numbers on the tape must be wrong. What kind of measuring tape is this anyway? Can't be. I measured over and over and over again until it dawned on me. I have a small dick. I can't begin to tell you how much that bit of information fucked me up and I wasn't even sexually active at that point. I don't recall where i got the idea from but i figured if i lost weight my monster would grow. By how much? I didn't care. Anything is better than 11 fucking centimetres, so I got to work. During the process I obsessively measured. Every single night I'd go to the bathroom and measure and every night I'd be dissapointed. Eventually at my lightest weight of 87kg, another tonn if bricks hit me hard. That shit won't grow no matter what you do. Unbearable mental anguish insued. I hated life and myself. I also started checking men's bulges out (and honestly I still do to this day just not as obsessively as I used to) and started visiting the smalldickproblems subreddit. Ultimately that shit fucked me up good. How's my life today at 31? Well all the bitterness and anger has left me rather dead inside. My first thoughts upon touching it to rub one out are about the size of it. It fucking pisses me off, but sometimes I laugh at how pathetic it feels. I still think about what I'm missing out on but the feelings aren't as intense as they once were, one user CNL describes this feeling a heck of a lot better than I ever could in a thread on here. I did seek the the services of an escort just to get it out of the way but the experience was so bad that I'm in no rush to do it again. Basically my sex life died before it even began.
  17. Men are no better than women. Men will take any opportunity to one up another and small dick jokes are one of many ways they'll do that. I've heard plenty disparaging comments about small dicks from dudes, two of them I called friends. But whatever you feel is for you to deal with. If you have a small cock, you, your opinion on sex and your feelings pretty much don't matter.
  18. It's the Big Dick Energy. Drives women wild.
  19. I'm not that tall but have a buddy whose slightly shorter than I am. He has a porn sized rod and I would DEFINITELY rather be him.
  20. Haha. He sounds like a lot of work. I'm sure you're loving family life though. I wish for a family of my own. I've always wanted to be the father that my dad never was. Eh, maybe one day when/if I feel ready. I will stay tuned indeed. Keep well.
  21. Thank you very much Irma. It really does feel good and encouraging. I'm looking forward to more victories on this journey and will remain in touch. This place and the lovely members here supported me during my darkest days and I can't thank you guys enough. This place has a special place in my heart. Sorry if that sounds cheesy but I really do appreciate the support. Take care.
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