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    Klingsor got a reaction from Lodz in Newbie asking for some advice [TRIGGER ALERT concerning SPS]   
    Big penises are desirable to women, wives, straight men, gay men, athletes, etc, etc. No man with a big one would voluntarily trade it for a smaller one, even if it were possible. One can either accept the reality of a small dick and live life as best as possible (or total avoidance if they are financially independent), or one can live in rage and hate and envy and eventually go mad and/or self destruct. The day a non-invasive, medically approved enhancement method is invented will be the day everyone's problems are solved because it will be the age of free energy, creatio ex nihilo. It will imply a paradigm shift in biology and medicine. MrsA has demonstrated that men with big penises will always possess more sexual capital than the rest of us no matter how hard we work at it...so what's the point. It's unfair, but that's life. Everything about life is unfair, and it's sure as fuck not a gift. 
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Lodz in Newbie asking for some advice [TRIGGER ALERT concerning SPS]   
    Here's penis size set to music. I think it probably starts out about 4.5" and needle thin like mine and ends with a massive 10x7 college stoner athlete dude's dick. 
     
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Newbie asking for some advice [TRIGGER ALERT concerning SPS]   
    Here's penis size set to music. I think it probably starts out about 4.5" and needle thin like mine and ends with a massive 10x7 college stoner athlete dude's dick. 
     
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    Klingsor reacted to Victimorthecrime in Newbie asking for some advice [TRIGGER ALERT concerning SPS]   
    LOL!  I actually listened to half of that song.  I think it was in the key of D minor.  
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    Klingsor reacted to CNL in Newbie asking for some advice [TRIGGER ALERT concerning SPS]   
    Who cares what size the disrespectful, pride-undercutting lies are. It'd be different if she said that sex isn't good with him; that would leave room for improvement and hope. Plenty of women prefer larger penises and remember them fondly, but claim that their smaller partner satisfies them enough that they're okay with missing out a little. That's still shitty, but it's a thousand degrees better than this. She orgasms with him and likes the sex, even enjoys his penis, and it's still not enough for her to not long for exes so strongly that she's considered professional help. Sounds like a recipe for long term sexual frustration and resentment to me. At least, that's what a lot of women would tell you themselves if you posed this question on one of their forums; I've read this scenario a million times.
    He did everything right and he still feels wrong. There's no real reason to believe these feelings are temporary. It's also possible that they will abate, but I see less evidence for that. It's this kind of secrecy that makes it impossible for men to trust any reassuring words that women have to say about smaller sizes. It's toxic and wrong on general principle. No man should be with a woman who is "freaked out" by his dick. It's downright insulting. And yes, I am "triggered," especially by truth so harsh it half sounds like trolling.
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Job fears   
    There was a time when I enjoyed what I nominally do. I was young and extremely naive and starry eyed. I started work and quickly realized any individual with the slightest particle of drive to do a good job, to innovate, or genuinely live up to their job description is simply chewed up and spat back out once burnout has set in. The bean counters and management have destroyed all incentive to innovate. It's all about turf protection. The highest paid professionals in an organization now (besides sales) are those hired to eliminate "waste" and implement "lean operations", I.e. Hatchet men. All this means is that companies are paying shit loads of money to figure out ways to distribute a greater number of tasks to a smaller number of people. All this bullshit about "integration" and "breaking down barriers" to increase productivity is corporate double-speak that just means fewer employees will each share a greater burden of work for the same amount of pay.
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    Klingsor reacted to Victimorthecrime in Job fears   
    More than sales I think it's middle management defending their turf that causes stagnation.  Sales people at least have to hear it from customers.  These fat assed managers never leave their office unless they are "working from home".  The bottom line is leadership and keeping a focus on the customer.  It never happens.  The company becomes about the company.  Everyone want to be a celebrity, no one wants to even admit that problems exist, much less put in the hard work to fix them.  
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Job fears   
    "I have my own theory about why the decline happens at companies like IBM or Microsoft.
    The company does a great job, innovates and becomes a monopoly or close to it in some field, and then the quality of the product becomes less important.
    The company starts valuing the great salesmen, because they're the ones who can move the needle on revenues, not the product engineers and designers. So the salespeople end up running the company."
    - Steve Jobs, 1995
    Love him or hate him, this is exactly why Jobs earned his place as a visionary. This is so true. And it's exactly what makes working in modern corporate structures so hellish. Sycophantic middle managers  and palm greasing, smooth talking sociopathic salespeople run everything. It's all a massive social network that has nothing to do with race, gender, nationality...the successful ones are as flexible as snakes - morally, intellectually, and ideologically. 
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Small in My so called life   
    I'm miserable too. 
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    Klingsor got a reaction from IrmaJean in My so called life   
    It comes down to figuring out how to support myself because I'm probably going to be fired or put in a situation where I'm forced to quit. By this point I'm ready to just pack it all up, take a handful of sleeping pills and starve to death somewhere. I'm incapable of functioning with other people. 
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in My so called life   
    It comes down to figuring out how to support myself because I'm probably going to be fired or put in a situation where I'm forced to quit. By this point I'm ready to just pack it all up, take a handful of sleeping pills and starve to death somewhere. I'm incapable of functioning with other people. 
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Beer   
    My problems with SPS and pornography and depression have had the same consequences for me. I'm 31 and what you describe is exactly my life. I'm dead for all practical purposes now. If I had access to anything that could make me feel worth living I'd take it. Sorry you're having a bad time. I'll be your friend for whatever that's worth. I'll stop commenting now, I just strongly identify with how you describe your life. Take care
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Planning. I'm not good at it.   
    I liked what you said in another post victim about making the weekend your world. That's exactly what I try to do. I really miss TCM. I used to watch Robert Osborne and stay up late watching old movies. That was always really nice.
     
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    Klingsor reacted to Victimorthecrime in Planning. I'm not good at it.   
    I still read some fiction. I just took one out of the library by Jay McInerney.  I also like Marisha Pessl.  Remember what Ernest Hemingway said "a writer is a man w a typewriter and a working wife".    I'm sure Papa was just deep in his cups being glib.  
    Marc Andressen said "technology is eating the world".  Netscape founder and start-up investor.  
    Video creation and animation sounds cool.  No idea if there is a buck 💲 in it or not.  
    Hope things are ok Klingsor.  
    I'm doing reasonably well ATM. Nothing great but ok.  Just somethings I wish I could make progress on but it is very slow going.  
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    Klingsor reacted to IrmaJean in Planning. I'm not good at it.   
    Our children have all always been avid readers. We still visit Barnes and Noble regularly. I don’t often read books any longer myself, but I still enjoy a good romance novel now and then. I have a friend who indie published several books, though not sure how much profit she made. 
    We watched a panel at the recent convention we attended about Japanese animation. It was informative and interesting. I hadn't realized just how complex the process was. The girls would love to have photoshop for art and animation, but it can be a bit pricey.
    I think any medium of creative art is a form of self expression that can be invaluable. Best of luck with it, Klingsor.
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Planning. I'm not good at it.   
    Do people still read books? Like fiction, novels? I'm thinking of picking up writing again. More and more I think that's the best way to earn income for me. But I ask the question because it seems like video media dominates entertainment now. People seem to want short, straight to the point attention grabbers. With YouTube you can look up favorite scenes from movies without having to watch the movie. I went in Barnes and noble a while back and there was a good amount of people browsing and of course a herd of unattended children screeching and running around like animals. I just wonder if I could make a living writing. I'm trying to learn more about video creation aand animation, I think that would be cool too. Thoughts?
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    Klingsor reacted to CNL in Submissive feelings to a larger penis   
    Comfortably mundane I guess. I stopped thinking about sex or women in general for awhile because I'm basically a hermit - I was almost convinced that I didn't really mind being alone, and that masturbation was enough. Then I went out with my family and the second I was surrounded by women in real life I just felt this roaring surge of pent up sexual frustration. I've gone through that cycle several times in my life so I don't know why I'm always surprised by it.
    I'm almost too annoyed at it all to even actually want sex or intimacy; the fact that something so essential to myself will always be behind this wall of conversation and interaction that I just don't give a fuck about - I'm angry at sexuality the way I would be at a poorly designed website. Like why the fuck does it work this way? It'd be like if you couldn't eat or exercise or listen to music without having some other person there to violate your solitude, some other person with whom communication is like navigating some kind of mind field and if you step on one you'll feel awkward, isolated, and terrible for the next several months of your life. I wish I was gay so I could just lick myself, cum on a mirror, and be done with it. Or sex robots I guess.
    The other aspects of my life are fine but it's all dwarfed and has been for years by an urge to do something that takes 20 minutes. I wish I could just swat it away.
    ...I guess I had more to say than I realized, so thanks for asking. How have things been with you?
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    Klingsor reacted to CNL in Submissive feelings to a larger penis   
    Human beings survive by the intake and possession of quantities of things. In every facet of the senses we admire or respect valuable things that appear in a larger amount than the average. It's a basic instinct of perception, and it's the reason I don't really care to ever find a woman who likes small penises. Larger men will always have that innate aura over me, and my dislike of my inferior position in that biologically-ingrained social-spectrum is as innate as the aura that surrounds them.
    My first inclination every time I remember this is to inflict violence on them and cut off their cocks to make us "even"; obviously I don't, don't advocate, and wouldn't want to actually do that because I was raised in a civilized society, but something primal in me does understand that the only way to truly not feel inferior to larger men would be to alter the physical reality from which sexual power exudes. But I can't do that so I just hate them and the women who like them. Surgeons will invent enlargement surgery before psychologists uproot these mechanisms of the male mind.
    What I'm saying is yes, I do understand what you're feeling. But because I'm not attracted to cocks i interpret it more as jealousy and reluctant respect than submissiveness or attraction.
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    Klingsor reacted to Victimorthecrime in Planning. I'm not good at it.   
    I did 1/2 the lawn yesterday and half today.  The today portion was quite challenging as the grass/weeds was tall, wet, and riddled w twigs and branches.  But I powered through.  
    Then I got gas ⛽️ and went grocery shopping 🛒.  
    I then treated myself to Starbucks and came home and did some straightening up.  It's raining ☔️ now which is fine w me.  
    I got together w a friend yesterday afternoon and that was fun.  
    Life goes on. Just trying to do my best and accept the rest.  As I like to say:  I am only going to do what I am going to do, I am not going to do what I am not going to do and what's gonna happen is what's gonna happen.  That just resets me every time.  
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    Klingsor reacted to Victimorthecrime in Confidence / Self Confidence   
    Hope all is well @Klingsor_the_Capon.  Feel free to repost later if the words come to you.  
    I am at work and I am see-sawing today.  Feeling good one minute, bad the next.  It is what it is.  Just hope for the best.  
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    Klingsor reacted to Victimorthecrime in Job fears   
    Ok I read the article and here is my quick take: I would define intelligence as the ability to correctly perceive things.  The ability and/or desire to act on those things is an entirely different faculty. 
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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Planning. I'm not good at it.   
    Middle management is the shit in the shit sandwich of socialist labor  unions and crony capitalism. I went through hell getting a college education for absolutely nothing. I swallowed the Big Scam hook line sinker. I didbt even compensate by smoking acres of pot, snorting buckets of coke, boozing, and fucking everything human and healthy while I was there. I lived miserably like a Puritan because I can't do anything but work. Work. That's all my shitty life has been since I was 14. Stupid, pointless, chicken shit work for absolutely nothing. 
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    Klingsor reacted to IrmaJean in Dealing with Perfectionism and Self-Hatred *Triggering*   
    Sending you some strength and light.

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    Klingsor got a reaction from Victimorthecrime in Job fears   
    Yeah Vic, just not having to be there is nice. I like my morning coffee and reading early in the morning. 
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