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  1. It's been many months since my last visit, I hope everybody is fine...So, where do I begin???? I moved out from my parents around 8 months ago and I've been living by my own at an apartment that I bought, can't complaint about it. In terms of my job, fortunately I've been busy and there's been plenty stuff to resolve every monday, from home....So Covid19 hasn't not affected me or my loved ones since dad retired last year and mom has always been a housekeeper with some extra income out of renting a couple of apartments. Yet, due to the quarantine, I've never felt THAT alone in my entire life. My friends, who I saw three times a month or so to play soccer and have a couple of beers after that, are either married or living with their partners. My social life was pretty scarce before Covid19, but right now it just doesn't exist AT ALL. It's me a cat I adopted....That's sad. My depression and SPS issues have kicked in severely the last month or so. I'm 33 years old and I feel that aside from my parents and said friends, nobody cares about me. If it wasn't for them, my social media would be dead. Another situation that contribuited to these low spirits of mine is the fact that I girl I was talking to and thought was into me because she sent me audio messages about her job and selfies and how much "she wanted to see me after the Quarantine was gone" and such.....All of the sudden stopped initiating the conversations and sending me long texts and audios (being interested in me, or so I believed) and now she will just answer in a rather gentle but cold way with small phrases at most, if not just emojis. No more selfies, no more distant beers through Zoom and such. She lost interest, that is, if she ever was interested to begin with...But man, that has not helped. How do you cope with a situation like this? Thanks for reading me, at least.
  2. Indeed...At one point I almost considered that fat injection or the hyaluronic acid. However, after reading that its effect lasts about 18 months and that in some cases you could ended up having a rather hideous looking lumps I chose not to. To me the best solution would be something in the likes of hormones that could, somehow, ignite a second puberty or something like that. One can only wish..... I've read HORROR stories about said implants, at least the ones from Dr Elist......I agree about the steam cells.
  3. My rude awakening towards the world of SPS came at the expense of reading an article that went along the lines of "why is that classical statues have such tiny penises?" around 9 years ago......I'm just slightly "bigger" than what you can see in those statues, adding insult to injury my balls AND hands are also small. Before that, I perceived myself as average in comparison to porn guys in the same way that my height (6.1) is "average" in comparison 6.6 ft or bigger NBA players....My erect length in a very good day is 5.7-5.9 inches bone pressed and rather depressing "girth" of 4.33 at its best.. I've even been told here that I'm perfectly average, yet every time a celebrity of my size is exposed the laughs come just right after.....After all these years going through this I came to the conclusion that there's no average, penises are either big or small.
  4. There was a similar thing with Orlando Bloom. I read many calling his penis "small" and "sad". And I was like "really" geeez It's the internet, nobody is average. You are either big or small, nothing in between.
  5. I feel you..... I'm 31 years old and I've been a loner all my life. I sincerely wish you can overcome your fears and find someone.
  6. I know my SPS has taken over my life and affected me in more areas than just sex (which is actually worse that my contempt for my penis itself ) but from the bottom of my heart I wish I could believe those numbers of 14.8 cms (5.82 inches) being the average. I mean, in a good day that's what I can achieve bone pressing and 4.3-4.5 (which depresses me even more) again in good day. That's why even though I'm 31 years old I still remain virgin and everyday that goes by, the whole "crave for sex + afraid of sex + guilt. hatred" grow over. I wish there was a way to safely increase it....I mean, with hormones science can turn a man into a"woman" and viceversa. Why there's no "simple pills" to "re introduce" puberty or something like that??? Meh =(. I don't want to be huge pornstar size-wise. I would give a kidney to be 6.6 inches in length (nbp) and 5.2 girth. With that I would overcome the fear of dating.....Geez! The way I see it in the -I know- relentless internet is that there's no such thing as an "average". Men are either big or small, nothing in between .I would go as far as saying that "average = still small". PS Even though I hate my flaccid size, small balls and therefore overall bulge (8.6 cms/ 3.4 inches in a good day) erect size is my main concern. As I once read "flaccid is for you, erect is for her". I've heard that jelqing done in a proper manner can help you, but I dunno.
  7. I range between 5.5 to 5.8 inches of length in a very good day while bone pressing. But a rather sad girth of 4.3 to 4.4, again in a very good day. I wish I was 6.5 in length, 5.2 in girth and 4 inches flaccid. You know, nothing really big but enough just to not be afraid.... Ours is a life of being afraid of laughs and rejection.
  8. I'm not even american, however I believe Trump is neither the monster democrats see nor the savior the republicans see as well. About the hands issue...It's sad that to even the most liberal, politically correct "snowflakes" who advocate anti bullying and and look for racism, homophobia and persecution in everything and anything the small penis is STILL a joke... Pd I don't think this is a democrats exclusive issue for it was Ted cruise, a republican, who began with the joke.
  9. My SPS was a late bloomer.... I thought I was normal because I was little bit bigger than the penises portrayed in those classical statues. If wasn't until reading an article about the smallness of them that I found out...My erect size is 5.7 inches and what bothers me the most a girth of 4.5 inches in a VERY good day while bone pressing. I've visited sexologists such and they all tell me that "you are exactly average" yet I see a celebrity with a size like mine and they are ridiculed for being small. Hey I've even seen feminists who happen to hate every body shaming possible also making fun of penises. Geez =(
  10. I wish I could believe that....But over 160 whatsapp messages in the office work about the rumours of an ex coworker make me doubt. And not to say the 38383838 memes (many of which are post and commented by women) that I read everyday. I've always thought here's no "average" , from men go from "big" ( 7 inches and over and also thick) to small, period. I Feel like like there'ss nothing in between.
  11. I haven't been here for a while, hope everybody is doing fine... In regards do this, I wish this was true, but in the end women will always prefer a penis if not big, at least bigger than the average... Having to read 100 and something whatsapp messages about the likeness about a handsome ex boss from my job being "endowed or not" proves that which kinda depresses me also. It seems like a man is not worthy or even not completely attractive unless his penis is at least like 17 cms (almost 7 inches) and thick. So at 5.7 (over 14 cms) bone pressing in a very good day and not particularly thick (quite the opposite un fact) there's like no hope....
  12. I wish I was able to tell you something other than venting is at least healthy, but I can't.......
  13. I don't even want to have a large penis myself, I would give a kidney for a 6.7 length and 5 in girth.
  14. That's our main problem, in this regard at least. Sure that good looks and a nice job/education (not mentioning good sex skills and assets) help with women, but sheer confidence, or should I say, the lack of it is what mostly kill our chances to get women for at least once.
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