I am pretty sure I was either born this way or it was brought on by Trauma. I only changed my behaviour due to the looming consequences and how that could interfere in my life.
That was the day my child was born. I feel for my child and it wasnt until that day that I understood unconditional love... or at least what i see it as.
I am not upset by the news in the slighest, It has been suggested since a VERY young age that this is who I am but only recently am I interested in connecting with others to share experiences.
Relationships take work and unless there is something in it for me I am not interested at all. I make people feel amazing and have perfected my art by 13. as i age and my looks fade it's morphing into other ways of control and leverage but if I out myself as faking it would break the illusion I have created, and all of my relationships are useful to me , It is easy to find new relationships but it seems absurd to destroy one to come out to someone I dont respect anyway