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Andromeda

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  1. Well I like to write.It always was my way,to express feelings,but I just feel too tired.I sleep too much and my mind is mess so I cant concentrate.
  2. I just want to sleep and stop thinking about me,my family.Im just so tired.Its like I dont live,because I feel so lonely and worthless.I dont feel like myself anymore.
  3. Everything looks so wrong

  4. Andromeda

    .........

    Yes I feel a bit better.Thanks for asking
  5. Andromeda

    .........

    I want to scream and cry,but I cant.I cant show emotions.Thats why I want to self harm,but I really dont want to start again
  6. angry,lonely,confused

  7. Andromeda

    No idea

    I just hate myself.I hate that I have to suffer from OCD and that my grandma is ill and I cant do anything about her.Im just mess
  8. Andromeda

    No idea

    Im tired of everything,everyone and most Im tired of myself.I want just to sleep in my bed and dont go anywhere.Im so angry and I dont even know why.........
  9. No idea what to do with my life

  10. stressed

    1. LaLa

      LaLa

      What's new, A.? I'm looking forward to hearing more from you on your blog (or wherever you want ;-) )!

  11. Andromeda

    I just cant

    I have friends,but I dont think I have to bother them.Its not so important and I dont want to depressed them
  12. Andromeda

    I just cant

    I have feeling like Im not controling my life.In home is mess.My mother is crying and my father is always angry,because we dont have money.There is a lot of fights.Even my little brother is not ok.He is starting fights without reason. I have all there exams that I didnt pass,because Im idiot and I cant control my OCD.Im so unsecure and dont know what Im doing .I had thoughts about self-harm,but well I didnt do anything.Im tired of being so weak
  13. I will always be nothing

    1. malign

      malign

      You'll always be you. "Nothing" is something that usually doesn't have the ability to type.

      So what part of you is trying to convince you about "always"?

    2. LaLa

      LaLa

      I hear you. I know one can feel this way sometimes (or often, or always). But it's just a prejudice. And a rather dangerous conviction. But if you can recognize that it's just a feeling due to some circumstances, if you can sufficiently often understand that it's only a subjective prejudice, not a truth, that's an advantage. ... BTW; you're, for instance, dear to us - and that's not nothing ;).

    3. LaLa

      LaLa

      How are you, A? Sorry for not keeping in touch with you as I'd like to :-(. I'd like to hear from you, though, if you feel like writing...

  14. Its hard to breathe

    1. LaLa

      LaLa

      (((A)))

      Can you find some minutes to relax? Can you listen to a peaceful music, google some nice, serene pictures of nature? I know it doesn't resolve problems, but it might perhaps "help to breathe" at the moment.

  15. just angry

    1. LaLa

      LaLa

      :( I was afraid of that...

      I know well this kind of thinking and feeling about myself. It's hard to convince oneself that it's not true when one feels so :-(. But you don't ruin everything and there's also a chance that you will "ruin" even much less in future, when you'll feel better and will live in some better "circumstances / conditions". I think that suffering and frustrated people tent to "ruin" more than those who are feeling better. An...

    2. LaLa

      LaLa

      (Do you see the whole comment? It's annoying that it doesn't show me the whole text and I don't know why and if you don't see it either!)

    3. Andromeda

      Andromeda

      I dont see it too.I dont know where may be the problem

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  16. Andromeda

    Cant see point

    No,IJ Im in university.Well I dont think I have anybody to talk.Im tired of feeling hopeless
  17. Andromeda

    Cant see point

    This year is so blur.I had awful panic attack.I went to my doctor and she said I need to see psychiatrist.But my mother was with me.And when doctor said that she stepped a little away from me.I felt hurt.I dont want she to be ashemed of me At home later my mother said I dont have to go,because it will become worse Im just tired.My family have no money and in home I feel depressed.My mind is too confused and I dont see way out of this mess.
  18. confused and so so tired

    1. LaLa

      LaLa

      How are you now, A? Have you got the chance to relax?

    2. Andromeda

      Andromeda

      I dont think that I will find chance to relax.Stress is awful

    3. LaLa

      LaLa

      i'm sorry it's so hard :(. But when you realize that a day has 24 hrs., isn't it possible to "take" some 20-30 minutes of it and use it only for yourself, for something pleasant, without thinking of the stressful issues? In a place where you'd be isolated from your family and school. I know that it's easy to say and hard to do, but if you really try, you have a chance to succeed at least some of the days... In any case: Good luck!

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  19. I dont blame them.I just wanted to explain to my mother that their fights are painful for me sometimes and she said it could be worse and to stop talking.
  20. Is it normal to feel angry at my family?My mother said that it could be worse so I dont have to blame them.I know that.But I still cant forget some fights.Maybe I just have to feel guilty
  21. Andromeda

    OCD hell

    Well no in my country is really hard to start free therapy.
  22. Andromeda

    OCD hell

    No I dont have therapist.Well I have ocd since I was 12.I always try to distract myself with something but not always work
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