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Hi all, I'm having a really rough go and was wondering if anyone could give me some advice. I'm 24. In college for the first time this year. I was super excited to go to school and get an apartment with my boyfriend who I have loved very much from the first day. (Left my fiancé because I couldn't get my current boyfriend out if my head.) So the night before we moved I was pretty stressed about the move and being 3 hours away from everyone I knew and leaving my car behind, etc. I went to sleep. And I woke up last Saturday night. It's been 4 months. I have no recollection of anything I've said or done since moving here. I happened to come out of my Dissociation right as my boyfriend was breaking up with me. Now after explaining that I don't remember anything, he's been super supportive and helpful. I had this glimmer of hope that whatever damage I had caused could be fixed. He just told me tonight that I had emotionally cheated on him with someone from my past (who was purely a friend) and I'm so confused and hurt and angry at myself. I would never ever cheat on him. Now I don't know what to do, how to fix things, how to prevent my Dissociation, etc If anyone has any similar experiences or any advice, I would really appreciate it. I haven't slept more than two hours a night in a week and I can't stomach any food without puking it back up.