Hey, thanks for the feedback! I wish I could go the prostitute route to try and build some sort of confidence, but unfortunately living in South Africa it is just too risky. I wish i could just find some sort of dating site where all the women had a fetish for small knobs. My biggest fear is the first sexual encounter. I really think that if I found someone who accepted me for me I would be content, I am just not willing to put myself on the chopping block just to be humiliated. I do not trust a
Hi Andrew, I can feel your pain from reading your posts! What has happened to you in your past is unforgivable but allowing it to take control of you is just allowing the person who hurt you to have a certain control of you... Dont let that happen! You are not at fault! I can understand that you are desperate to find a girl just to feel wanted again, but I fear this just a quick fix to a much larger problem. My advise would be to find friends first that you can have an open conversation with bef
