Day 4 - taking antidepressants
In the morning I was feeling fine and slightly happy as I got to hear positive news from my recruiter about the interview next week.
Today is a dear friend's birthday and I'm supposed to go for her birthday dinner. Just thinking about going for a party in a group seems overwhelming to me. I feel secure sitting at home all day. Right now I'm in panic trying to think of 100 excuses not to go but my friend doesn't want to hear anything. She wants me to be there. This panic is just not normal but I cant help it. I'm wondering if I'll ever be the same again. Why is this happening to me?
So, I finally went for her b'day party. She came over to my place to pick me up and I thought that was damn sweet of her. I was slightly disoriented but obviously none of the guests realized it and Sonia (the b'day girl) kept telling me I would be fine. So, the birthday party was a hit and a good change.
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