Just another day in paradise...
Well I had to take a break from all the madness that happened this past weekend so my son and I are here at my house is Hawaii clearing my mind and soaking up the sun It is so interesting and scary how unperdictable life can be! I always thought that when I got married I would be married for life, no ifs ands or buts...WELL now I am not too sure about that! I really do not know how to feel right now but am trying to stay optimistic about wither outcome. My husband and I have been married 5 years and it has not been easy...to tell you the truth I do not think I actually came to tems with the fact that I was MARRIED until April of this year. I know that sounds confusing but it is true, I think I was too busy focusing on other things in my life that I forgot to focus on my marriage and now 5 years in it is like we are strangers. He is having some doubts about what he wants and to tell the truth I cannot blame him. Ugh just so much going on...but I cannot focus on what I cannot control...right now the best I can do is fight for my marriage
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