hi blossom.

sorry you feel fake

how are you doing?

I suppose feeling fake is better than being fake...

What has you feeling this way?

oh hun Im sorry your feeling fake

hope your okay

Hi Blossom.

I'm sorry you've been feeling fake. What brings up these feelings for you?

Take care.

thanks everyone. thanks for being nice to me.

i feel fake because maybe i am fake. and i don't want to be fake.

here's some water for yer stems and roots, blossomy

thanks finding thats exactly what i needed )

Hi lil big sis,

How are you today hun?

Oh for you.................

Maybe you're intensely real, and you're just faking fakeness.

You never know: if you get confused enough, you might forget all about it and just live. And that's all it takes to be real again.

hey thanks sue they're so pretty i love poppy's!

and i love coke too!

hey marky, i know i'm a real person but sometimes i don't feel genuine. i dunno.

oh are they poppys' I thought they were tulips - ooopsie,(Im not good with flower names) Im glad you like them lil big sis

Hope your okay

ohh..maybe they are tulips!! i like them too so that's ok ) !

thanks suesue!

i dunno what i'm trying to say (

What did the flowers say?

Maybe you've already said it.

No one says you always have to have words for what you feel.

you ok lil big sis ?

what flowers? uh huh but i never can find the words i need!!!!

yeah i'm ok thanks sue. i'm just trying to figure out what i'm trying to say so that i can explain better.

♥ {{{{HUGS}}}} ♥

i feel numb all the time. the only time i don't feel numb is when i feel sad. but when i'm with other people i have to pretend all the time. like if someone says something funny i know i should laugh and find it funny but really i don't because i don't feel anything anymore. but then i have to force myself to laugh or smile anyway and pretend i found it funny even though i didn't... then i feel fake.

Well, they were Sue's flowers to you, but ... you understood what she meant without words.

thanks suesue! (((((((huggggs))))))))

oh sorry marky i just got confused!

then when i feel fake i get really angry at myself.

It's okay: I got confused first. :-)

I thought at first that you were talking about a flower picture you posted.

So: you feel flat. You decide that you "have to" feel what people expect, so you fake it. Then you get angry at your own decision. Is that sort of how it goes? Is it possible that it's okay to feel whatever you feel, and to let people know it?

yeah kinda.

no because i feel like that all the time and i don't want people to think i'm like the most depressing person in the whole world... i want people to like me.

We like you, Blossomy.

And, um, I bet I could've beat you in a most depressing person contest! ;-)

Maybe it's not possible to control what other people think, and in fact, people who like you for who you really are might be the only kind worth hanging out with.