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Blossom

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One thing I hate about being at home is the fact that my "family" seem to get some sort of amusement out of hurting me and making me feel bad. I HATE it. I don't know how I'm going to get through this summer. it sucks. There's this one thing they do to get to me where they talk to each other about me, even though I'm in the room, and they refer to me as "she". They say stuff like "Oh , that one's good for nothing and She has no future ahead of her" blah blah blah. I usually try ignore this and go lock myself in my bedroom or something but then they talk louder and louder about me to make sure I can hear all about what a waste of space I am. Oh i hate this so much. Every day is the same and it's driving me crazy! I went for a long walk yesterday and today just to get away from it all and now every part of my body hurts and I can't move:(

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You are a carnivore now, that's not a delusion. You weren't delusional then, just being a dreamer. :)

Blossom, I think it's time for malign's drawing lesson; he needs to get the arty glow goin'. Your blog or mine? :)

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Well, I do want to dye it really bad because I want to be a rebel but my hair is naturally red and botticelliesque and I kinda like it the way it is aswel... There's some Irish artist , I can't think of her name, but she has green hair! I spent all day yesterday trying to tidy my bedroom but it's still not tidy..I hate tidying aswel. I went hoola hooping today with my cousin! Are you really gonna swim in a lake?? I can't swim atall. What was your leaf name? This is a crazy conversation...

Would you really have eaten me Malign?!! Some fairy godfather you are!!!! Yeah, I think it's time for a drawing lesson aswel:D How are we gonna give drawing lessons over the internet?

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I will find a way :)

My leaf name was Leafy Greenstem. I seem to recall you saying, back when you were a ladybug, that I needed to work on my imagination.

Lake swimming is the high point of the year for me. It has been a cool spring, so no luck yet.

I want green moss for hair, with acorn decorations.... Could you braid in a blue beady embroidery floss thing into your red locks?

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Leafy Greenstem, I don't think your imagination could possibly be any more imaginative so you've obviously been working on it very hard:p That's crazy that americans swim in lakes. I wish we did that in Ireland...I wish I could swim... I'm gonna try make a blue beady thing but it probably won't be the same as having blue hair..

I wish I could fly:eek:

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I wonder what we'll be in our next life....:confused:

I'd like to be the wind. Or else a wild horse.

This sounds strange but did you ever think that maybe there's some sort of a world in each object? Like maybe the world we live in is actually a tennis ball or something like that...and maybe there's a world in each one of us aswel... That mightn't make sense because I'm not good at explaining stuff.. All my friends laughed at me when I started talking about this the other day...:cool:

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[Hey how do you get the faces on your posts here? I don't see them; only the smiley one works.]

I saw the most awesome wind spirit horses once... they were made out of sticks and rags then cast into bronze!!! Incredible! They looked like the wind was blowing through them.

I have actually heard something similiar to what you are saying, only the "worlds" are bubbles floating, and when you bring one to you you can watch it or step into it and live that "life" for a while.

Yeah, people don't know what to say when I talk like that either, so I don't!

I read all the Carlos Castaneda books, which is about very old Toltec shamanism, and there is plenty there to blow anyone's mind. (don't think you have to take drugs to get it, Carlos later learned that was not required).

Next life, I might try being a cat. This life, I want to be alive as I can be before it is all over. Maybe I should wish to be a rock! Now that would be a long life!!

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The faces just come up beside where the comment is written. Well, they do for me anyway...:confused:

My friends find it really funny when I talk about stuff like that even though I mean it to be serious.. Last year they took note of all the strange stuff I said and they made a book out of it - "The little book of Laura". What's Toltec shamanism? I've never heard of that before..

I wouldn't mind being a cat either only for the fact that any cat I have ever owned has been killed by cars on the road and I wouldn't like that..

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My "Post a Comment" is faceless!!!! Arggg

Your friends may have found your thoughts strange, but they also treasured them if they made a book of them :)

Oooo, that is so sad about your cats. That happened to my first cat. :(

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