It felt a little like that today. And it was also awesome just watching them show me their joy. I work with disabled kids, and they truly have so much to give....

That's what I tell her, too, Blossom, that she's a superhero.

She thinks I'm kidding.

I think they have lots to give aswel. I have an aunt who's disabled and she's so much fun to be around. She used to come stay with us sometimes but now not so much because it stresses my mother out:(

There's another picture for you to draw Malign, - Finding in a superhero costume:p and then you can do the one of you in a fairy godfather costume aswel:D

Hey, I'm not a superhero, disabled people are Oh I just saw your post!!!! Funny:p

I'm sorry you don't get to see your aunt. And I'm sorry you were feeling bad, Blossom. I don't tell this to people, but some of the most unhappy moments of my life were at the dinner table. I hated those occasions too. BUT life is much better now, and you've got to believe in better days to come

Usually we don't sit at the dinner table together at home so it was really weird having to do it in my aunt's house today. But everyone was really nice to me for a change:) Like I said earlier to Malign, I don't want to bring any of ye down with me so it's ok to ignore me.

I'm just letting you know I've been pretty down too. That's when I needed a friend, not to be ignored, you know?

I'm sorry you've been down... It's just that I feel bad sometimes because I'd like to be able to offer more support to others here but I don't feel able to yet...and I don't mean to be so negative. Most of my posts are negative and I don't want to make ye feel bad aswel....

Well there are rough patches we go through. Yours is very tough with this challenging summer. We want to help, and if you're down, we want to know, OK? You will feel better in time. I hope you can spend more time with your cousin's family. They sound nice.

They are nice, my cousin has been spending a lot of time over here with me aswel. She's one of my best friends ever!!!!! I have to go to the orthodontist in the morning:(

How early?????? Are you sleepy?

My appointment is at 10. No I'm not sleepy. I don't really sleep anymore. It's ok, I'm used to it now:)

Oh wow, I'm sleepy. You've got to sleep sometime!!! That caffeine and bad music is messing with you:p

The music isn't that bad......................and the caffeine makes me a better person so it's worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhhhhhhhhh that's just a thought you're haven'!! There is more awesome wonderfulness to you than you even know. It's true about everyone, if they could only get a break from their thoughts and realize it...........Caffeine just revs you up [OK, I do it too:p BUT I know I could just eat fresh veggies and feel good and actually BE good if I would only just do it]

Do you eat your vegetables?:confused::confused:

Oh Blossom that's AWESOME!!!!! You are making me cry!!!! Sorry, I get emotional sometimes.....

I'm a vegetarian who doesn't eat vegetables.................................not good:)

Do you eat your vegetables?:confused::confused:

No way I think it's awful, but at the same time it's decent considering the state I was in at the time!

When I'm being good I eat fresh fruits and vegetables. I have a friend who is teaching me all kinds of ways to eat RAW. The more she shows me, the more I really like it. It makes my body feel fantastic too.

Isn't a vegetarian who doesn't eat her vegetables ... an anorexic? *goes back to the work he hasn't finished yet*

Yuck, I just don't like food. I prefer coke.

I'm not anorexic.

When I had my "break down," oh it was just when I was extremely low and then had a "break through" and started turning around, I drew my face half and half. Half of it was all nature, with a waterfall falling from the inside corner of my eye... the other half was kind of manekin like... like a crash dummy or something....

Malign, we don't want you to get fired!!!!!! You'd better get that work done.

That sounds really beautiful Finding!!!! I did a sculpture of my face last year where half the face was happy and the other was sad. Instead of hair I made pretty flowers to put on the happy side and withered ones to put on the sad side.