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i'm broken


Blossom

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i'm scared. i don't think i'll ever be able to get better. it scares me how fast my mood goes up and down. i can't stop it from happening. even if i start therapy that won't make me better because i'm not able to put my feelings into words. i can't even write them down here. that's how stupid i am. i don't even know how to help myself so how can anyone else help me? i'm broken and i can't be fixed. i feel so sad but i don't even know why i'm sad right now. everything's so mixed up inside me and it's so confusing. i feel like i'm crying on the inside. i feel like crying on the outside too but there's no tears. i wish i could be helped.

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Oh I'm sorry:(. Bad as in guilty, or bad as in physically feeling bad?

A little comfort food after a healthy meal should be OK. Eating only comfort food will make you sick :(

The hot bath helped :) I give it an A++ for comfort :)

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Ohhhhh. "Everything in moderation" is not an OK amount?

I guess I feel out of control about other things. I don't think too much about food. I'm more out of control about projects and making messes :(. You know who would have my head, FOR SURE!!!!!!!

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sorry Blossom [loooong phone call].

For me, eating is directly connected to my mood. If I eat healthy and in moderation, my mood is more stable. The body does not like being starved. It causes body panic, and it makes sense that it would then want to eat and eat. Poor body!!!!! It wants to feel safe and loved :(

A lot of women struggle with this. I had 5 anorexic friends when I was in high school, and I learned from that not to go nuts!

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your last day of freedom ever..?:( i havn't started planning properly yet. i havn't started packing either. i still have to buy a few things for the new house.. well i have to go down to the college friday morning for registration and i think i'll move my stuff into the house and then i'll come home, go to the festival and come back to college sunday night..!!! i hope it works out!

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