thanks for talking to me last night starry and sorry i disappeared:(

hey finding, we're not allowed to submit any self-portraits and they don't want to see our finished pieces, they just want to see our backup work. so i need to come up with lots of ideas! i think i'm going to start it tonight instead of going out again.

hmmmmmmmmmmm i'm soooooo tired right now.

don't be sorry! it was very late, I'm glad you went to sleep

how is today going?

horrible..

i'm so sleepy and really anxious over this assignment.

how are you starrrry?

I wish I could help with ideas for your assignment but I don't know anything about art

maybe one of your roommates can help you with ideas?

i kinda have some ideas now. i'm just afraid because the standards in this college are reallly reallly high and i don't want mine to look really bad beside everyone elses.. and i don't want to have to stand up in front of everyone and present it. that will be so awful. and then the tutors each comment on your work in front of everyone aswel. yuck.

oh, well you can only do your best, right?

I'm sure you're good enough, you got into the school after all.

I know it's scary to think about standing up in front of the class, but how much do you have to say? Other than, this is my portrait painting

oh no i have to explain it step by step. i half to talk about the idea behind it and how the idea has developed and lots more:( i'm not a big brave dog when it comes to things like this!!!

i'm gonna try get some done tonight.

hows work?

oh but you have to be a big brave dog about this cause you are a big brave dog !!

maybe you could do a painting of a big brave ginger dog and say it's a portrait of courage.

works ok, stupid stuff going on, other people make mistakes and me and the other girl get to deal with the people yelling, whatever, not much I can do about it

THAT'S A REALLY GOOD IDEA STARRY!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!

i think you just INSPIRED me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm kinda excited now..

tell them to have manners;)

Good, I'm glad you're inspired

yeah, thanks, they don't have manners, they are just so irritating and nasty

spray pepper spray at them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

starry i'm going to a tribal drum lesson tomorrow night!

well they're on the phone so I don't think pepper spray would work accept to maybe burn my eyes.

what is a tribal drum, like a bongo?

OH, I thought they were there in person!!

just put them on hold!

i think this is what we'll be using!

looks like i'll be joining a tribal band instead of a rock band..

that looks like fun

a tribal band could be cool!

it could be!!!! [i hope i'm good at it..]

:)

everyone is going out tonight again.. i do want to go but i'm soooooooo tired. and i really need to do some work aswel. but i don't want everyone to think i'm boring either.. i dunno what to do..

There will probably be people going out every night. You just need to choose which times you want to go. Today you are tired and want to work on your project, so you should probably do that.

you're probably right starry!

Are you boring, sweety?

I don't think so, and neither will anybody who gets to know you. So the only risk is what people who don't matter think ... And to them, I say, who cares what you think? :-)

yeah..i can be pretty boring..!! i just find it really hard to be myself around people i don't know very well. i don't even know who myself is most of the time. but you're right, i shouldn't care what they think!!!

Yourself is the person who answers when you yell "Hey you!" on the inside. :-)

Try it. Just so you know, though: if you're a multiple personality, the answer might be "Who, me?"

i'm so cconfused! how do i call hey you on the inside?

With your imagination, baby. I know you have one.