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Blossom

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i feel so unhappy right now. but that's nothing new i suppose. i feel so stuck and horrible horrible horrible. all my roomates are gone out to a party. i stayed home to try get some art done. i've been sitting staring at a blank sheet of paper for 2 hours now. i'm so uninspired. i was like this during the summer too. i hoped eveything would go back to normal and i'd be able to not be so blocked when i started college but i'm still the same. i really don't know what to do. i have no interest in what i'm doing right now.. i wish it was easier for me to motivate myself. this sucks. i feel very guilty. i obviously shouldn't be in this college. i think i might leave. i wonder if i were to run away on my own right now, what would happen? i could just disappear, noone would notice anyway, and move to somewhere else in ireland where noone knows me and i wouldn't have to go to college. i want to disappear.

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Ah; your system is different than ours ...

But you're going to need to learn to make decisions quick; you only have nine months. :-)

One where I have all my time to myself, where everybody thanks me, and I have enough money for everything I need. I'll let you know when I find it. :-)

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There's a reason why the advance of time can't be stopped, sweety. That's because we'd all prefer to stay here just a bit longer ... It just doesn't work that way.

Did you meet your mentor? What was yours like?

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You did it right. You would only have checked that box if you had already had someone diagnose you with a mental illness.

You may not have any "mental illness" at all, sweety. You don't have to have "illness" to go to therapy. You could just have a problem, like someone close to you dying or crappy parents, or whatever.

And if they do decide you have something that has a name, that's all it would be, a name. A name just helps them treat it; it helps with insurance; it looks good on reports. It's just a tool, when it's used properly.

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What if the moon comes crashing down, tomorrow, and it really is made of green cheese? :-P

[Answer: the mice will take over.]

You already know what happens, from starry: you keep going until you figure out how to talk.

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you're a good fairy godfather malign:D

i've had a good idea for my project and it's all thanks to finding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was looking through one of my old blogs and i found the post where finding told me about archetypes! so i'm going to base my project on that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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yeeuck. i feel so horrible right now. one of my housemates cooked me dinner which was nice of her, but i had to eat all of it because i didn't want to insult her.. now i feel horrible horrible horrible and full. but i'm having a good day apart from that!!! i feel happier:)

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