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Blossom

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i feel so unhappy right now. but that's nothing new i suppose. i feel so stuck and horrible horrible horrible. all my roomates are gone out to a party. i stayed home to try get some art done. i've been sitting staring at a blank sheet of paper for 2 hours now. i'm so uninspired. i was like this during the summer too. i hoped eveything would go back to normal and i'd be able to not be so blocked when i started college but i'm still the same. i really don't know what to do. i have no interest in what i'm doing right now.. i wish it was easier for me to motivate myself. this sucks. i feel very guilty. i obviously shouldn't be in this college. i think i might leave. i wonder if i were to run away on my own right now, what would happen? i could just disappear, noone would notice anyway, and move to somewhere else in ireland where noone knows me and i wouldn't have to go to college. i want to disappear.

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I guess you went to sleep?

I hope you're okay blossom :(

I'm gonna try to go to sleep now too, but if you need me just send an email, I'll wake up when the message beeps through.

Good night blossom, I hope you feel better in the morning.

I'm really sorry that I take so long to answer, it's just so slow to do anything on the cellphone :(

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You're never done that, speculated on what people who are registering in Who's Online are going to do when their registration gets confirmed? I try to guess which ones will be spammers. Sometimes I get it right, but they usually don't spam the first time until several days later, for some reason.

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That's another game: trying to figure out what they think they're gaining, registering a name like 'TryViagraOnline' with no contact information and never posting. They must be getting something. If they listed a website somewhere in their profile, I'd remove them; that would get their website free publicity when the googlebot indexing programs found the link. But with nothing, I'm stumped. And it's hard to remove them all, when they don't seem to have "done" anything.

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