How can you possibly make someone who is constantly in a lowper sad ?

Its ok Blossom

And yes i am going to listen to you, you need your friends right now, to help you with all the negativity your feeling.

Sorry hun, but i am one of your friends and well i aint going anywhere.

Have you decided what your colour your wizardess outfit is gonna be yet?

Mine is sparkly pink with indigo moons and stars all over it !!!

thank you Jj, i dunno maybe red? yours sounds nice.

no, not just nice magical

is yours gonna be sprinkled with fairy dust so you can fly ?

Gertie is gonna have a wwizardess outfit too, although judging by her last picture, i may have to buy her XXXXXL

i want mine to be black instead of red. my new favourite colour.. fairy dust would be cool. i gotta go to bed now:( goodnight Jj and star thanks for listening to me complain about everything.

night blossom

night star

take care

Jj

i think i'm having a breakdown. i can't take it anymore. i can't stop crying. noone understands. i need to die soon.

Blossom,

i think that maybe, you might need to see your doc, hun.

you cant go on feeling like this.

we are all here for you

we are trying to understand

wiah i could take away your tears

keep fighting , ok

take care

Jj

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:(

Blossom, my tears are for you. I'm so sorry you feel soooooo bad

thanks finding and Jj.

Is there anything we can do to help ?

You've got to build your ground to stand on, Ladybug. Even if it is teensy. It's very tough doing it yourself, but you will find nature wants to help, and your abandoned self wants to help, and everyone here on this site is struggling with pain trying to do the very same thing.

[hi Jj!]

none of it is real. nothings going to change. i don't think i can be helped.

That is the grip of depression. That is exactly what depression says to so many of us here, [sometimes even to your fairy godfather]. We are here together, standing as friends against what that voice is saying.

i hope my fairy godfather is ok.

He is Ok. I am just telling you that we all struggle with what you are fighting with. It hurts so very much.

i'm glad he's ok. i know. i'm not trying to be an attention seeker. i just have nowhere else to go so i come here all the time.

I'm glad you are here. I'm glad you are not dead. I'm so sorry it feels like there is no where you belong. You belong to you, though. I know telling you that doesn't help much because your opinion of you is so low right now. There will come a time when you will find a path to other resources inside you that are more positive and that open you up to the greater possibilities of being alive. It is an awesome thing. It just doesn't seem possible to you right now when depression has shut you down. And what I'm talking about isn't mania either. It is real.

i don't know.. it would be cool if all that happened but i don't know if i can wait that long.

Hey Blossom.

you are a

Big Brave Doggg

You are a Honoury New Member

you are Strong

YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS

the feeling you have at the moment, it will ease off, and you will find happiness again.

All you need to start with is a molecule. A tiny opening of space. The smallest of small inside your giant depression. The wee-est sand grain of faith.

ps im glad you come here, too

i'm none of those things. i'm a loser.

how do i do that?

you are not a loser Blossom

your just having a hard time right now

All you have to do is unblend from this part that has taken you over, even for the tiniest moment. Look at a leaf instead. Look at the negative space between two chair rails. or, tune into what your breath is doing deep inside your body.... even for the slightest moment.... then do it again.