but that's not going to change how much i hate college or being at home. i'm still here. i think i'll go sleep for a while. thanks guys. i'm sorry for being annoying.

YOU ARE NOT ANOYING ANYONE BLOSSOM

TAKE CARE AND TRY AND REST, OK

Jj

It changes what you are in the grip of. Sleep works too. We are here for you Blossom.

i'm sorry i've been so stubborn. you guys are always so good to me and i'm grateful to have ye. thanks for being my friends. i hope that i can somehow be here for ye aswel.

Hi Blossom,

you feeling a little better now ?

I hope you are, even if its only a teeny tiny bit !!!!

Jj

hi Jj i'm ok. sorry about earlier. how are you?

You have nothing to be sorry for Blossom.

I'm feelimg wierd today, eveything is in hyper speed, hyper high and hyper lowper at the same time. everything is sooooo fffffaaaaasttttttt

not been like this before, its kinda freaky, been like it since yesterday, im exhausted but cant rest,

apart from that im ok

how you feeling now ?

is it the meds? i'm feeling ok. i'll be going back to my other home soon so i'll have to start packing up my stuff in a little while.

not sure what it is, probably just mr being me !!!!

i hate packing, good luck, hun

glad you are ok

take care

Jj

wish i could be hyper too!

thanks Jj, i hope you get to rest eventually.

so do i !!!

have some diet coke

that usually makes you a bit hyper !!!!

i have none...

disaster

can you nip to a shop and get some ?

no.. maybe i can get some on the way back to my other home. or maybe i'll have a beer when i get there. i think my housemates were talking about going out tonight.

oohhh

that will do you goood to go out !!!

if you do have a beer, try not too have too many !!!

i'll try... for all of next week my class is doing fashion design. it will be awful..

fashion design, to me that sounds cool !!!

dont you like that kinda thing

Just think of all the brill creatioms you could do

i do like that kinda thing but only if i can do things my way. it's supposed to be really hard in this college and you're expected to look and dress a certain way everyday and you have to look like a model and not eat.

you know, not all models are wafer thin, and some, ok, few actually eat.

Blossom i understand wanting to fit in with everyone, but im sure things would be much better if you just look like you. and just wear the stuff your comfy in.

you have to eat, hun

it will make you very ill otherwise.

i know. that's why i don't want to be a fashion designer anymore because i know i'll get even more carried away.

hun,

you may not get even more carried away,

if fashion design is what yoou want to be in, then go for it.

i'll see how next week goes!

give it a chance hun, you will be ok.

and we will all be here for you

thanks Jj. i gotta go now but i'll probably be back on later. thanks for talking to me:)

see you later hun

take care

Jj

ps if you do go out have tons of fun !!!