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soooo confused...


Blossom

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i wonder would i have turned out like this if i had a different mother?

or would i still be the same?

maybe it's not her fault.

maybe it's my own fault that i'm a screw up?

i wonder what i could've done differently?

when i was small i thought the way she acted around me was normal and i accepted all the horrible things she told me about myself. and she used to hit me really hard sometimes but daddy made her stop . i thought that was the way all mothers acted around their children? but then i realised it wasn't normal:( and i began to kinda fight back.. whenever she started complaining about me and telling me that i was useless i'd disagree with her. it made her really really angry that i was standing up for myself and she started saying worse stuff about me and that made me even sadder. and now i've stopped standing up for myself again.. i just ignore her when she says nasty stuff. but it still hurts me.... there's just nothing i can do about it. it's always going to be like this:(

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exactly!!

silly in a good way or a bad way..?!?!?!:)

yeah i'm drawing right now. our assignment this week is to design a plate. i have the design nearly done so i have to draw it onto the plate tomorrow. believe me it's nothing amazing.

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You're talking to the guy who created the Demented Bunnies Social Club. Which way do you think I mean "silly"? :-P

Plus, it's "you". You can't just glue a "good" or a "bad" label on it. It's way more than that. You're unique, and I like that.

Which is also the answer for why it is amazing, to me. I'm fascinated by what my friends create, just as they'd want to see/hear/read what I create.

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:-)

How much work do you think went into the Fairy Godfather stories, for Sue? A fair amount of love, but not that much work. I was sort of doodling.

I'm just curious, sweety. I'm not going to judge. It's just another connection to you, that's all.

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