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Blossom, my parents hated me, truely they took hatred to a whole new level, but hun, I still was able to move forward from that, (ok still struggle at times) slowly. Hun you will find people in your life that care about you, and who are proud of you, and respect you. Just for being you.

We all care about you hun, and are here for you.

hold on, you will get through this

[thanks Jj i'm sorry.]

you have absolutely NOTHING to be sorry for, nothing at all.

just hope you start to feel better soon hun. you deserve to be happy.

have you still gotten the flu ?

thanks Jj. i have a lot to be sorry for though. a lot. my flu is still there but it's not as bad:(

aww, hun. hope the flu goes soon.

i deserve to be sick:(

no you dont hun

your get well soon

i feel so hopeless.

your not hopeless hun, your just upset and not feeling very well.

Is there anything i can do to help hun ?

you've already helped me lots Jj by being my friend so thanks. i'm sorry i'm just being really stubborn:(

hey blossom, just wanted to say hi and sorry things are so bad today.

hi starry, thanks, it's ok i'll get over it i'm just being stubborn again..

You're not being stubborn, it's just too hard sometimes to make yourself think different.

yeah it is hard because everytime i try be more positive someone says something mean to me.

Blossom, try it out on us hun,

do you think you could just try and say one thing possitve about you, and we promise we would never be mean to you

it might help you feel better

yeah, I guess what I meant is different than that, I was kind of talking about what I do with myself, and I screwed up on it today, I don't know, maybe it's not the same, I just feel that if I try I can somewhat control how I feel, but it's probably me just pushing things away, I don't know, I'm sorry blossom, I'm sure you got nothing from that (I can be very poor at explaining what I mean, even if it's super clear in my head ) I just hope you feel better soon.

but i don' t like anything about myself:(

sorry starry. i still think you're doing great and it's good that you're motivated to stop taking them.

Ok, hun, but blossom theres loads of good possitve stuff about you, your kind, your helpful, You find really cool pictures of gertie and chocolate for me, and pictures for others just to say that you care and to cheer us up. Theres lots of possitive stuff about you hun, its just hiding from you right now

Oh and star, I think your doing reall great too

thanks Jj:o

i keep getting pains in my heart

your welcome

Maybe you should go to the doctor blossom?

Oh blossom,

how bad are the pains hun, is it chest pains. ?

i hate doctors.

i've been getting lots of pains in my heart over the last week:(