Yup, I recognized 'em. And it's in the name of the image.

And now for Sue's most hated question,

"And how do they make you feel?"

they make me feel dead. and how do they make you feel?

Like trying to help so that doesn't happen.

You know, I think this is an opportunity to talk honestly with you about suicide.

It's always an option. It's not really that hard to do, either. Most of us could find multiple ways to kill ourselves within just a few minutes' walk.

So, what I wonder, when I meet someone who, like I once did, repeatedly threatens suicide without attempting it, is: what are they trying to tell themselves, and why is it that they decide to stay?

Because either answer could be useful, and if you can find both, you're probably on the road to recovery.

uh huh.

the only reason i havn't topped myself yet is because i don't want to make anyone sad.

that's all.

but i'm not recovered.

Sweety, I have no need to challenge you; I know how strong-willed you can be.

I just figure, if you're staying anyway, you could try to figure out why it's so urgent to die. You might find another way to address the problem, for one thing.

i didn't say you were challenging me.

i don't want to stay anymore.

Well, I was tempted to. :-)

I know you don't, or at least, I know you say you don't, sweety. All I'm asking is that you try to figure out exactly why, before you make the leap. Because you don't get to change your mind.

you can challenge me if ya really want. maybe it will make me smile.

Well, I don't want to risk making you sadder.

How about if I challenge you to a race to ... the nearest grocery store? Or ... to name that song in fewer than five notes? Or I could challenge you to contract the facial muscles that cause a smile?

it's ok i don't think i can get any sadder.

ok, here's a smile:)

i'm going out tonight.

Where ya goin'? :-)

Somewhere fun?

dunno yet. somewhere that has drink.

i gotta go for a while,

see ya later

!!!

Try ... to ... have ... fuuuuuuuunnnnnnn!!!!!! :-)

i think i'm stillll drunnnnnk.

but i'm sleepy. i hope i never ever wake up:)

then i won't have to feel ever again! i got rained on. i hate rain coz it makes my hair go GINORMOUS.

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everything spins.

my teeth are getting crooked:(

i just had a long nap.

It sounded like your head needed one. :-)

And I want to see ginormous hair.

uh huh:)

i didn't take any photos.. next time!!

I don't want to dooooooooo any paintinggggggg:( i just want tooooooo hang out...

i got therapy tomorrow:( it's been like 6 weeks or something like that since i've had an appointment. i so don't wanna gooooooooooo.

AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE PAINTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:mad:

i feel like banging my head off the wall, i am so frustrated. i can't paint the way they want me to paint. i like to paint my way but they don't like my way and they're trying to change me into a clone of everyone else. I DON'T WANNA BE A SHEEP:(

i just can't paint any other way. :mad:

Sheep can't paint, anyway! :-)

Paint like the big dogg you are!

i can't marky:( coz whenever i paint my way it's "wrong". if i don't do it their way i have no chance of getting picked for painting. i'm not even sure i want to do it anymore. it's not what i thought it would be.

they don't sound like good art teachers, isn't art supposed to be about differences, about expressing art how you see it or feel it, from what I understand art is supposed to be anything but the same as everyone elses.

BUT I GUESS that doesn't help you with your teachers who don't seem to agree.

That SUCKS blossom, I'm sorry

that's what i thought art was too before i came to college..

it just sucks.

there's an exhibition competition thingy on in my college at the moment and the picture that won is ridiculous. i laughed when i seen it. it's supposed to be a cow drawn with charcoal but it just looks like a bunch of scribbles and then everything is in the wrong place. a 2 year old could've done it. i will take photos tomorrow and try send them to ye. it just makes me so mad:mad: