i'm tired of expressing myself coz it makes me feel bad..

oh, I think I kind of know what you mean, well I guess for me anyway, I have to force myself not to think cause i get way too worked up, maybe you mean something like that?

yeah that's exactly it!

sometimes it's better not to express.

yeah you're right.

you know what i do (i'm doing it right now!)

I just talk over myself, and almost kind of pretend I'm someone else, I ignore everything my mind is telling me and just try hard to talk over myself

make sense?

oh..... i've never tried that... but i see what ya mean.!

I'm glad you see what I mean cause I really had no idea how to tell you what I was trying to tell you

oh......!

are you still shopping?

no, I'm home now

i wish i wasnt

me too... (

oh I'm so confused (not surprisingly)

are you at your home or at your college home?

college home (

i'm sorry blossom

(sometimes things kind of suck wherever we are )

uh huh. thanks starry. i'm sorry (

why are you sorry?

a cute picture to cheer you up

coz i'm being negative again (

that is sweet thanks starr-star )

oh that's okay blossom, you're trying, and I think you're doing a good job

I hope you feel better tomorrow