awwww she was really nice to me today!!!! ) i'm kinda glad i didn't quit!!!

And you got drunk for nothing! :-)

Did you give her a positive piece of your mind?

Maybe you'll find that the therapist lady isn't changing all that much from week to week. It could just be how you're interpreting what she says.

BLOSSOM HAD THE MOST AMAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZING DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

hi blossom

what happened today?

STARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY THERE'S LIKE A FESTIVAL IN MY COLLEGE ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IT'S AMAZZZZZZZZZZZING AND I LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVE RAG WEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOSSSSSSSSOM IS A LITTTLE ANNOYED BY HER HOUSEMATES....THEY NEVER COME TO ANY OF THE ARTY STUFF THAT'S ON ( IT'S REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY ANNOYING!

are any of yer other friends going???

no >|

i'm really mad coz they all told me they were going so i went and bought a pass for tonight and nooooooow they're not going. they're going somewhere else instead and there is a houseparty in my kitchen full of people i don't know. i've neever felt so uncomfortable in my own house.>|

oh thats not nice of them

can ya still go and use the pass with out them, you might meet some new people and make more friends ?

i feel low.

is anyone there? i just want someone to talk to (

it doesn't matter anyway.

hey blossom, you still on-line hun ?

whats wrong lil big sis ?

hey blossom, i'll be online

what's wrong?

sorry ( i'm just sad.

what are you sad about hun, do you wanna talk about it, or maybe we could try cheering you up - right star ???

it's ok blossom, dont be sorry

of course we will try to cheer her up sue

(i'm just not sure how )

because i hate my life. and i don't want to have to spend 2 whole weeks at home for easter holidays (

because i hate 2 of my housemates because they make me feel uncomfortable. because i hate myself. because i'm ugly. because i'm doomed. because i'm on my own and i don't want to be on my own. because i'm tired.

wow, thats a harsh list lil big sis

Ok, I want to just mention a slight fault with your list though,

you are not ugly

you are not doomed

sorry your house mates make you feel uncomfortable

I wish you wouldnt hate yourself blossom, and could see you how we do, your our friend and we love you.

were here and with you in our heart and in spirit,

star [do ya think maybe chocolate would help ??? or diet coke ???]

well it would probably help if you didn't think about all that. I mean, just take each day as it comes, you know?

maybe you can do something to distract your mind, like maybe reading, or art?

thanks but you don't have to say that. i am ugly. i am doomed. and i do hate myself.

i'm screwed, too screwed to do anything. and i hear voices.

hun, what do you mean you hear voices, are they coming from outside your head ???

and i mean everything I say lil big sis, you are not ugly, nor are you doomed. Im sorry you hate you, but we love you

drunk people outside the window. probably them coming back again >|

thanks sue.

hey, I think chocolate and diet coke should help

sorry, i am babysitting, so i'm using my phone, i'm slow.

i think what you need to do blossom is try and stop yourself thinking all the bad things, it's so easy to let yourself go with it, i know cause i do it myself all the time, it's hard to break out of but you can do it, by doing something else that takes your attention. that's al i can think of that could help.

i hope you feel better soon