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Made it through the week. Happy Friday. Let’s have a good weekend.

Whew made it. Friday night at last. Busy busy week.

Almost Friday. Hang in there everyone!

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Hi, @Andromeda; thinking of you... https://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap210908.html I was looking at all your blog posts to chose where to post this and this one seems perfect for it; a nice reminder of nice moments (even in the rather bleak past). I hope very much the present is much kinder to you. Take care!

Hi, Cherryberry, welcome! I'm sorry you've been experiencing these issues; it's dangerous and scary. It's good that you're already in therapy, even though it often takes a lot of time to heal. Yes, it's a long process, but you've already started and that's important. However, it seems you'd need also a more intensive help right now. These impulses to hurt yourself are dangerous; you can cause some permanent damage (probably mainly by concussion). Is there a possibility to get hospitalised? To have "a break from your life" in a safe environment, where they would prevent you from self-harm? I now it probably sounds bad, but wouldn't it be better than the current situation? In the meantime, do you live with someone or could someone move in with you to take care of you, keep you safe and keep you company? I hear you that you feel "like a disgusting human being", but I want you to know this feeling is only a symptom of an illness, not something that would correspond to reality. Your judgement about yourself, your triggers and all the behaviour are based on something that makes you perceive reality differently and can be cured. But to have enough time to be cured, you need to stay safe. That's why I would suggest hospitalisation. And if it's not possible, for some reason, then I hope you'll consult this with your therapist soon and you'll find an alternative. Feel free to open up and write more about your situation, feelings, fears, ... Unfortunately, this forum is rather quiet (there's not a lot of active members anymore, so you can find another one where replies are more quick and numerous - I can suggest a few, if you'd like), but I hope at least some of us will be here to "listen" and to support you. Take care and I wish you the best of luck!

I can't help but harming myself almost everyday. I tend to hit myself in the head with my fist repeatedly but it makes me hurt so much I think I might actually be losing braincells. I dont know if thats possible, but ive had so much bruising around my head and I cant help it because I get triggered so easily. Recently Ive had to exchange this by cutting and looking at gore pictures to trigger myself and I just feel like such a disgusting human being. Please how can I stop triggering myself because I hate myself? I am going to therapy but its all so slow and Im so incapable of progressing.

Happy Friday everyone! I took 1/2 day and am off, it is 12 noon. No, no beer yet but looking forward to some Coors Light later. Maybe a can of Miller High Life too as I have both. By ‘later’ I mean around 10pm tonight. Unless the spirit moves me and I go out somewhere for some food. Probably not but ya never know. More likely is I just get a few things done and get a nap later ha ha A friggin hurricane (Ida) came through here and many are w/o power, and get this - without WATER. Some city streets flooded so bad that the back flow contaminated the reservoir! By the grace of God I was spared this fate. Lost power for 2 hours Wednesday morning and that was it. Anyway, life goes on.

I’m not a bacon guy but I love everything else listed.

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Yes, but my wife dosent really like it cause its to big my dick os 4 inches and thin the strap on os 6 inches sow now i just use the 1 inch sleeve.

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Hey Chase64. I found this forum while looking for possible explanations for my own vision – I have this mental image of chopping off my left hand. It comes, I guess, at times when I feel stressed and I don't like myself. I've had the exact same "urge" last year, and it went away when I did a hot seat with it. It's a Gestalt therapy technique to be able to discuss with the different parts of yourself. I'm kind of bummed it's back again. I imagine I need to do another hot seat. I hope this helps - K

I may have a couple of Coors Lite tonight just for the fun of it.

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Well it actually is Friday so happy Friday and let’s hope for a good day and a good weekend 🙂

The Thursday workday is over so time to say thank God it’s Friday! Hope everyone is having a good week.

I'm sure you didn't sing before eating it 😛, but "Coq au vin" reminded me of this scene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIRSl9vcdnc This is the whole episode (of which that excerpt is the end), to put it in some context (but I highly recommend the whole TV series - it's on Netflix and it seems it can also by found on YT, but I'm not sure if all episodes)

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From a different YT channel (from about minute 5, there are many videos of "acts of kindness"):

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Happy weekend everyone!

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