robert

Really appreciate everyones comments. It still sucks having a small penis, but it is what is. I take it one day at a time, but there are still moments when it gets to you but not as often anymore. It helps to concentrate on other aspects of your life. Also I'm ready to move out of Texas I thought I would get used to living here, but I'm not. If I had a choice Texas would be the last place I would move to. When my financial situation gets better I'm seriously thinking about leaving. I've heard Memphis TN is a cheap city to live in IDK. Have any of you ever imagined that this would be your life when you were younger? I know I didn't. If I only had the knowledge and wisdom that I have now back when I was a teenager. maybe then I would of made better decisions financially,socially and education wise. Anyway I know this is a longshot, but who are you guys going to vote for Hilary or trump? Lol some people don't like answering that question I don't why either.

Hope everyone is doing ok and still among the living. Just checking in to see what's going on. Sps doesn't even bother me anymore I've accepted that my penis is small and I'm ok with that. After going through many episodes of depression over these past months I'm finally no longer bothered by sps, but I've been having these weird dreams for a while now. Maybe I can become a regular in this forum again.

Yeah me too

Love your comment!!! I didnt know you was from south africa? Ive always wanted to visit Johannesburg given the chance i would trade places with you ill live in south africa and you can stay here in texas when the opportunity arrives to leave here im definitely getting out of texas although ive noticed that that people from small towns are more friendly than city people it does suck though living in a new city alone my apartment feels so empty maybe i should get a dog? I do have relatives who live here but my family was more like strangers who came from the same gene poole btw i havent seen any posts from klingsor in a while i enjoyed his posts i hope he is doing ok

Your story gives me strength I'm glad you found happiness in the end also yor story lifted my spirit it gives me hope i think i could get over having a small penis if it wasnt for my depression also you're not the only one who contemplated suicide i actually had a gun but i didnt have the courage to go through with it im glad things worked out for you hopefully i can experience the same thanks for sharing your story it was much appreciated

Too depressed to do anything anymore I could care less about music I just don't have it in me anymore I wish I could just lay down and die I've tried to make the best out of my life and still I failed I don't have much fight left in me feeling dead inside is worse than actually being dead I'm not trying to depress anybody it's just I've accepted reality and I see no hope I thought moving would help but it made it worse I'm more depressed than ever more than anything I wish I could just die I really mean that I just can't do living anymore having depression sps and health problems is too much to bare my mother is the last piece of sanity I have if she ever dies my fate will be sealed

Thanks Irma Jean I'm still trying to get familiar with living here it's ok honestly though Texas is the last place i thought I would be but I guess it takes time to adjust I still keep in contact with my mother everyday she stays pretty far from where I live

Work and I wanted to try something new

It's been a while so i thought I'd come and check to see how everyone was doing. A lot has been going on in my life I moved to a different city I've officially been at my new apartment for 3 days it's the first time I've actually lived in a different than my mother. It's still kind strange adjusting to a new city I at least my sister and my brother lives near. I still battle with sps and my usual inferiority complex I've read you guys posts and to be honest they really made me feel down i was hoping at least someone would have had some luck moving sucks ass and most of all Texas is too fucking HOT!!!!! I wish I had good news but nothing has changed having a small penis is still not a good thing and at the risk of sounding like loser and a mamas boy I miss my mother because basically other than my sister she is the only female I have contact with I'm 28yrs old and it hurts inside to know there are certain things in this life I will never experience many people die and go to the grave with many life experiences and when I die I will go to the grave with a lot of regrets my life right now seems unfulfilling and the worst thing about it is that I know what the problem is but I'm stuck with it despite the health problems I deal with my life is starting to seem like a burden a lot of people in the world do not realize how lucky they are not having to deal with living with a small penis if there is a god or creator he must really hate me LOL!!!!! I hope all you guys hang in there and stay strong reading you guys posts depressed the hell out of me

stay strong, bro.

well, you're lucky that you're not interested in porn. i've been addicted to porn for so long that it's effecting me mentally, and it's not a good feeling.

why can't you have pleasure, bro?

LOL!!! i've done that plenty of times that's why i try not to watch porn with guys hung like horses. i've caught myself many of times looking at the guys penis wondering what it would feel like to have that size penis for one day. if i woke up one day with a huge cock and only had 24hrs i'd have sex as many times until my heart explodes then die a happy man. if that makes you gay then i must be gay also. i dont have weak erections or any problems. i've heard eating healthier and exercise helps with weak erections. i try to only watch porn were the guy is average or below. seeing a guy that is hung messes me up psychologically.

seriously, i think i watch too much porn and masturbate too often. it's starting to effect me mentally, i wish i could lay off of it for a while. now it's a full blown addiction, i've tried stopping, but the longest i've gotten was 1 day. that one day was hell especially at night i tossed and turn all night. the worst thing about it is i'm becoming bored and desensitized to a lot of porn. i dont want to become like one of those guys who gets a boner from watching chicks vomit and defecate on each other, or even worse those guys who masturbate to a horse banging a woman in a barn lol!!! but i'm not judging or shaming anyone who likes that type of stuff. i like porn though so i guess i'm in between a rock and a hard place.

i understand were you're coming from. I Think If Was Able To KO a Guy, some of My Confidence And Self Esteem would be restored,But i'd rather have a bigger penis i'd be satisfied with an average penis true, honestly instead of anti bully campaigns. the children should be taught to fight back or teach them how to fight. i get what you're saying but being short sucks so much. also i think because young girls are more emotional than boys and many young girls attempt suicide some only do it for attention. i've read a report that said suicide among american youth and middle aged men is up now.