I believe the bullying and harassment I endured as a child shaped who I became later on in so many ways.  It destroyed any sense of self worth I had and was ashamed of who I was and at 41 these feelings still persist to this day.  Even as an Adult It still feels I’m often singled out for exclusion, being laughed at, jokes being made at my expense, and rejection.  Since 10 years old I’ve had suicidal thoughts and a few attempts. Because of the way I was treated as a child not only by my peer